I rubbed the crease between my eyebrows in frustration. My father was so stubborn, and I wondered how my mum kept up with his stubbornness.
Though Alpha's are categorically rigid in nature and they is nothing anyone could say or do about it, not even their Luna can change that fact.
" Dad you shouldn't have bothered, coming all the way to this place "
I guess Eddy told you about mara's recent breakdown.
But she's fine.
Matthew, Eddy and Newton just went down to check on her. I said, with a grin.
" And why didn't you check on her? " My father snapped, looking so furious. My mind was already beating faster as he yelled continuously at me. His yelling made me feel like a little wolf who was about to piss on his pant.
I stood up and thumbed through the report of the newly recruited parks that the beta submitted. Well the thing is I would have gone, but I didn't want to cause any drama. I thought she wouldn't want to see me. Not after the silent treatment I had given to her.
"Alex , I'm disappointed at you "
My Father said sharply with his harsh tone. I felt like thousands of knives had pierced my skin leaving an indelible mark.
" Dad , I'm truly sorry, you ought to know my reasons. I said softly trying to make her understand my plans and reasons.
" You're are continually living in the past Alex, For how long will you continue carrying someone else baggage. This is life and anything could happen at any point in time. It was so unfortunate that Zack lost his life so early and you should stop blaming yourself for the death of other wolves.
This is life Alex, and shit happens!
When you live in the past you can never grow mentally and physically because your mental health wouldn't be stable.
I guess, you haven't seen, how grown you are now as a man,
As a man you should be able to take some certain decision and stand firm on it.
If you can't trust your own mate , who was a gift from the moon goddess to you. Who else would you trust?
" It's not that I don't trust Mara,
Dad am only trying to see how her personality is before I commit myself into a serious relationship and falling in love.
" How are you suppose to know her personality, when you are avoiding this girl? You think by mere observation, you can actually know people for whom they are.
Alex , the best way to know people is through communication. Through communication you get to know how they talk, how they react to things and address some serious issues. You also get to know things they like and the things they hate.
So imagine sitting down here and observing all her movements. How do you get to know things she likes and hate.
That's is why so many couples have destroyed their marriage because of lack of proper communication, with each other.
And I won't let that be the reason why you and your mate don't get along.
My Dad, made some fantastic points that I love so much. The points were able to convince me into setting my mind into another dimension.
Cause it will help me know if she's a Luna material or not. I knew it was time for me to visit Mara and have a talk with her.
After the lengthy talk my Dad, stood up and took his leave. But before that he asked me to promise him, that I will go visit Mara, as soon as possible.
I crossed my heart and smiled , " Yes daddy I will , i promise. He hugged me and left. There was a knock at the door, I stood up from my study room and opened the door. Matthew, Eddy and Newton entered looking so serious with their long faces.
My head was already aching seeing their serious faces, I tried calming myself down. I licked my lips trying to act cool and cleared my throat.
What's up guys ! How did it go?
They exchanged a look before Eddy opened his mouth. " Apparently she wants to reject you."
This came as a shock because I wasn't expecting this, I wasn't expecting this at all, I shrugged my head walking straight to my couch.
My wolf started panting and growling in my head I was
This is your fault if mate rejects me, I will grow old and live with squirrels. From the way my wolf was acting it was as if Mara has rejected us .
" Alex" Matthew called out, she's pretty much done with you, you abandoned her when you heard she was ill. You didn't even bother showing up, even when the brother came here to inform us.
" You need to start acting like a real mate and someone, who is able and ready to take care of his Luna". She just doesn't deserve the Silent torture, that you put her through.
I became confused, I still didn't know why everyone was on her side, and no one seems to know my own point of view? Why the hell was she so impatient? I just didn't understand her, it was as if she wanted me to get intimate with her and lay her, without getting to know each other first. Others see it as fun and also like a normal thing but i Alex See it as stupidity.
Immediately I sighed and quickly acted like nothing happened as I changed the topic immediately. So did anyone of you get any reports from the rogues.
Newton nodded his head and answered, lately they haven't been any report about the other rogues, but Mara told us something of being blessed by the moon goddess and how she has been endowed with so much power, she can also help us in fighting the rogues.
Hummmm so why will she keep quiet and risk other people's life in danger, since she has the power. Eddy interrupted me. She won't tell you because she sees you as an asshole