CHAPTER NINE
Angela's point of view
Next morning
All I can feel in my body is pain, but the pain in my heart is un-comparable to the one in my body, I can't believe I lose my virginity just like that, yesterday's incident replays in my head, and tear roll down from my eyes, I can't believe I've been wasting my time to be crushing on him, and the annoying jerk did not think of me, I try to stop myself from falling for him but my heart keeps beating for him, I hate my heart for this. Even after the incident I still love him, now, I know how stupid my heart is.
I was still crying that I don't know when my friends enter
"Angela, what happens? why are you crying? did anyone bully you when we are not around?" Ava asked with a worried look
"I have a nightstand with King. "I say
"What!! "they shout and look at each other immediately. With the way they are looking at themselves, I can say there is something that I don't know, or they are thinking I give myself to him willingly
" You have a nightstand with your crush, are you not meant to be happy, or did he tell you anything?" Ivy asked
"Tell me anything like?" I ask with a confused look
"Never mind. "she muted and remove her shoe
"Why are you crying?" Ava asked and sit on my bed
"He was drunk and I help him to his dormitory, then he told me he has a crush on a girl named Angel and she's currently in Miami, he said he don't know how to confess his feeling to her because of rejection. Then --then he. "I say in a quavering voice
"He what?" Ava asked impatiently
"Rape me. "I say in a low voice, Ava tries to leave the room in anger so I hold her
"Ava, please don't go, if anybody hears about this they we think I take advantage of the drunk man, and I we get a bad name from the student, let's keep on a low key, for now, if he remembers and ask for forgiveness, I we forgive him if he did not remember I'm not mad at him either. "I say and Ava and Ivy pull me into a hug. Now, it's time to move on
Two months later
Ever since the rape incident, I hardly see King, anytime that I want to check on him secretly as usual Ava didn't allow me. I wish I can see him before going back home today. Yes, many students like me and my friends are going back home today for the Christmas holiday, while some are leaving tomorrow.
After saying goodbye to my friends, I enter my car and the driver drove off immediately. I can't wait to resume school again, I miss my crush already, No, I mean to say, I miss my friends already.