It's been more than a year. I haven't seen the Aldyn school prince, he seems to have disappeared suddenly. My relationship with Robio was in a shit relationship. He dated the woman he wanted and I can never forget Aldyn, who has disappeared from me. Oh shit!! Every time I have sex with Robio, I put on a blindfold and imagine if I'm having sex with Aldyn.
"Robi."
I stood in front of Robio's house. I looked into Robio's eyes with a sad look that I can't describe. Both my parents died in a terrible accident. Why did the people I love have to leave me? I had lost Aldyn suddenly. Why do I now have to lose both my parents?
"Xandra."
I cried and hugged Robio's body tightly. I was sobbing even more.
"Xandra, come on in."
I sat in the living room of his house. I saw he had brought warm milk for me.
" For you."
" Thanks." I answered with a flat gaze.
Robio is sitting beside me. I can feel him feeling the same sadness as me, he is holding my hand.
"I will be with you."
I leaned in his arms, I hugged his waist tightly.
"Everything will be fine, okay?"
I feel very comfortable in his arms, he is like a protective figure and has always been the perfect person for me. He is warm and romantic.
"I'm not leaving you, my babe."
"Thank you, Rob,"
Our togetherness, interrupted by the sound of his phone ringing, made me release my arms around his waist. I saw him cut the call and hugged me tightly again. Robio always does that whenever we are together. He doesn't allow other people to disturb us.
"I love you, Xandra"
I get a warm kiss on my forehead, his personality is very warm, it wouldn't be strange if he became the school prince after Aldyn disappeared.
"Why do I have to remember that figure again after I chose Robio as my lover?"
"What did you say, babe?"
" I only love you."
The next day, my extended family held a funeral ceremony for my parents. I've been silently staring at my parents' coffin. This is very painful for me. Why should I lose for the umpteenth time?
"Xandra, I'm sorry for the death of your parents."
"Thank you, Thei."
During the procession of my parents' death ceremony, Robio continued to put his arm around my shoulders, making me believe that he would not leave me alone. Robio and Thei's relationship had ended when we graduated from school.
"Xandra, I have to go see my parents to talk about your life."
" My life?"
Before I finished asking, I saw Robio, who had left me.
After we held the funeral ceremony, we went to my parents' funeral. At the funeral, I caught a glimpse of a man's body, which made me a little surprised.
"Aldyn?"
I was surprised and immediately went to him, but I lost his figure after I went to him.
" Where?"
"Xandra, let's go home."
My extended family and I returned home. Inside my house, I saw Robio's parents talking to my uncle.
"Xandra, we have already talked about your next life. We decided that you would live together with Robio."
I was quite surprised by their wish, but I can only accept that I think Robio is my lover, so it's fine for me to stay with him
"I am quite grateful, because you have let me live with you." I smiled at him.
"Why do you speak like that? Oh yeah, I have a surprise for you."
"Surprise?!"
Robio gave me my dream university alma mater, which made me quite surprised and a happy smile.
"Is this real?"
"You like it?"
I nodded happily. I hugged her tightly, so happy.
"Thank you very much, Rob."
Robio wiped my tears, he kissed my forehead.
"Babe, you don't have to work hard to earn money for your college, because you've got what you want."
I smiled and hugged her tightly again.
"Thanks very much."
"Then go to sleep because it's getting late."
I smiled, Robio became warmer and gentler to me, making Aldyn's position in my heart shift to Robio's position, which touched my heart. My feelings of love for him are getting bigger.
"Thank you, Rob."
Robio prepares food for me, he is a typical ideal man in the eyes of women. He is kind, warm and very gentle.
"You should eat a lot, babe."
I smiled and ate his cooking.
"Is it good?"
" Very delicious."
"From now on, you should go to college. Well, don't let me down, okay?"
"Sure, I'll make you proud of me."
Today, my first day of going to college, I went to college with Robio.
"Aah campus prince!!"
Just one day away from college, he was already a prince in college who was quite famous for his good looks and because he was a very nice guy.
"Robio, will you go on a date with me?"
" Of course," he smiled kindly at the woman who looked like a badgirl.
I was stunned to hear the answer.
"Are you sure you want to go on a date with her?"
For some reason, I feel uncomfortable in my heart, it feels very uneasy.
"But, what if she's not a good woman?"
Robio looks at me with a confused and slightly annoyed look.
"Why do you look so worried? Aren't we used to this game already?"
"I'm sorry, I was just a little afraid that you would be influenced by it."
"I don't care, whoever wants to go on a date with me, I never take it seriously."
I still feel uneasy, seeing that the woman continues to approach my lover, Robio, and my boyfriend looks comfortable with her.
"Why should I worry about it? It's useless, no matter how hard I hold him from going on a date with she he still won't listen to me." I grumbled.
I saw them making out very romantically in front of my eyes. We're used to playing games like this, but for some reason right now my heart hurts and I don't like seeing Robio making out in front of me.
"irritating!!"
I walked and sat back in my class. I was busy reading a book.
"Compared to that woman, I've lost a lot."
Robio sits next to me, he whispers in my ear.
"are you jealous?"
"Can you not go on a date with her?"
I can see the cynical and angry look in his eyes.
"Why did you give me the rules? I never made rules for you. We also agreed to play this game. Why are you changing now?"
"I don't like that woman."
"Whoever he was, I never had serious goals with him."
I returned to silence and returned to focus on the book I was holding.
"Stop acting like a child, babe."
I just kept quiet, no matter how hard I held him he would still go on a date with that girl.
After school, I decided to go to a piercing and tattoo parlor. For some reason, I really wanted to have a stylish appearance, like every time Robio asked out. He likes women who are bold and look like women who have piercings and tattoos. Today, I took off all my shabby clothes and changed my fashion.