Arriving at Henryk's house, I got out of the car and immediately met my grandmother who was reading the newspaper on the bench.
"Good afternoon Grandma."
I sat next to him.
"Xandra, how are you?"
"I'm fine grandma, how about grandma?"
"I'm fine, kid. Was your date fun?"
Grandma mocked me and Henryk, that Henryk hasn't come home since yesterday.
"Xandra, come with me."
Henryk invited me, he took me into his room. I saw him take the blanket and pillow
"You asked me to sleep outside?"
"No, this is for me."
" Oh okay."
Grandma went into Henryk's room. She asked us to have dinner together.
"Wow, this food tastes really good."
We ate together at the table. Henry brought food for me, making grandma, who saw us, blush too.
"Thank you, Henry." I smiled and ate Henryk's gift.
After eating, we both went to our room to sleep. I saw Henryk who was fast asleep on a bench with a hard wooden plank.
"Henryk. Henryk." I faintly called him, making him wake up from his sleep and look at me.
" Yes? Do you need anything else?"
"Umm, will you sleep beside me? Please."
"I? Can it?"
"Sure, come and sleep with me."
He smiled and rushed over to me to fall asleep beside me. I pulled out the blanket and covered our bodies.
"Thank you, Xandra."
I just nodded and turned my body the other way, I turned my back on him and we fell asleep together on the same bed.
"Night Xandra."
" Night."
The next day, I didn't find Henryk at home, he made me have to go to campus by bus and go to campus.
" Hey Xandra."
I was surprised to see Thei sitting beside me.
" Hey, long time no see you. How are you?"
"I'm well. What about Robio?"
"You worry about me or Robio."
We laughed together. I saw him carrying his red bag.
"You want to go?"
"I want to enroll in college."
" Wow, where?'
We stopped at the same place. Thei surprised me that she chose the same college as me.
" Wow thei, I didn't expect you to choose the same college as me."
"Wow, what a nice coincidence, huh?"
We got off the bus together and walked through the campus gate.
"Where is your class?"
" Same with you."
"Wow, cool."
We entered the same class. I saw Henryk who was focused on his book and sitting on the bench
"Henryk?"
I was surprised. When Thei called him, I was confused again about how could my best friend Thei know Henryk when I had never seen Henryk before.
"Oh hi Thei."
"You're here too, I didn't expect."
Thei sat beside Henryk they talked to each other and looked close
"Xandra."
Robio gripped my hand tightly, he took me away from class and cornered me on the campus wall
"What do you want Robio? Can't you just kick me out of the house?'
"I miss you, come back home. Why are you so stubborn like this, huh? Don't you love me to make you have to walk away from me like this?'
"There is nothing to do between love and this matter. I don't want us to talk to each other anymore, you don't understand how I feel."
"What's wrong with you Xandra, is it because of that foreign man?!"
"His name is Henryk, he's a nice guy. not like you."
"So, you're comparing me to him?"
I was made aware of the question of how I could support Henryk, who is just a stranger and hurt Robio, who has been very good to me. I can't. A small matter like this won't be able to change my feelings for Robio.
"I'm sorry, Robio."
I approached him and kissed his lips. We crushed each other behind the walls of the school.
"Don't leave me again, please."
"I will not leave you. I'll be with you, I'm sorry."
"Go on a date with me tonight."
I took a deep breath and nodded
"Sorry for leaving you."
We hugged each other tightly, then went back to class together.
"Do you still have your anger at me?"
"You're so good to me, why should I keep my anger at you?"
"Thank you for understanding my feelings, babe."
I smiled and nodded, and we went back into the classroom. Standing in front of the classroom door, I was looked at seriously by Henryk, who was reading a book on his bench, and Thei, who was calling someone.
"You love him?"
"No, I don't love Henry."
Understanding my language just by watching me move my lips, made Henry immediately take his eyes off me. He sighed slightly and returned his focus to his book.
"We should go on a date and eat some fancy food tonight."
"Yes, of course babe."
I sat side by side with Robio, spent time in class with him. We discussed many topics. He looked happy because we hadn't talked for a long time. I feel constantly being watched by Henryk. He keeps watching me from a distance, making me feel uncomfortable.
" Baby."
I saw the bitch who had come back to Robio. He made me stand up and look at the bitch with a mocking face.
"Get away from me, bitch!!"
Finished talking rudely to him, I went into the toilet and saw Henryk who was there. He washed his face with water and looked at me through the mirror
" You are jealous?"
"To whom and for what?"
"You are mad at me?"
" No."
I cornered him against the wall and made us stare at each other.
"It's very clear from your eyes, you are jealous."
I stepped away from him and walked over to the sink to wash my face with water. I was very surprised when he hugged my waist tightly from behind and rested my head on his shoulder.
"Don't leave me, okay?"
"Henryk?"
"Don't ever leave me again, I beg you."
I let go of his hand and pushed his body slightly away from me. I looked back into his eyes.
"Never give me rules. I don't like it."
He looked very sad, then, without feeling any mercy, I left, leaving him looking very sad.
"I don't care if you cry or you die after this, I just don't want to feel the pain of losing someone I love again."