He looks at me with eyes full of worry thinking im off to cry or commit suicide but as much as I qoudk love to I just can't betray my dad,
The scent fills my nostrils the more as I move deeper into the woods, I feel confused as I do not understand all that is happening to me, the pain I feel for my father's death leaves me all of a sudden,
I stop on sight of a man in every way handsome and by every means fit, his green eyes calls out to me as he becomes appealing to my sight,
"MATE" he calls out to me.
***********
I gasp, heaving and panting aloud as I open my eyes while sitting up in bed. I had just gotten the craziest dream ever and I hardly have any imaginations not to talk of dreams.
"Miss Nadir, are you ready?" A voice calls out to me causing me to tilt my head to a side.
"Ready?" I ask Samantha who is my omega and she spreads a dress across a sofa.
"Have you forgotten? Today is your coronation. I can't believe it slipped your mind. You've been practicing for more than a year for this'' she explained to me.
"Wait what? It's today and what's with the dress"
"Your mum asked me to bring this to you"
"Did you just say your mum?" I ask her as I walk towards the cloth to inspect it. Although it's a different color, shape and pattern, it doesn't differ in my plain distaste. It's the same as my dream.
my mum offering me a dress and me totally disliking it, I must stop this !!!,
I can't have a coronation knowing well that my father will eventually die because of me.
I stand totally from my crawling position away from the bed and the dress digging my legs into my flip flops and dashing out the door with my pajamas.
"Wait miss !!!You can't go out looking like that" she yells as she runs behind me instead I ignore her and hasten my steps.
I pass by several servants who steal constant glances at me yet I ignore them trying to walk as fast as I can.
Without knocking I bolt into dad's office knowing he will be there even when it's this Early.
"Well good morning to you too" he says as a line of discontent draws on his temples as he has always been a disciplinarian and me barging into his office without knocking has set a wrong mood on the table.
"Good morning father I'm sorry but I had something important to say"
"You always find a reason to counterfeit my words and justify your actions"
"I'm not having a coronation" I say curtly not wanting to waste any more minutes scared if the fact that something bad night actually happens while I procrastinate matters.
"Why not my child? You've always wanted this and today I know you are scared about …"
"I'm not a scared father, I never am but I want to calm it off. I'm not ready."
A subtle knock is heard on the door as the person walks in hastily.
"Great timing jade." My father compliments
"Anything wrong sir?." Jade asks.
"Well I don't know how to put it but as usual your friend here is finding some excuse and doesn't want to pull through with the coronation anymore" dad explains dragging the part Of me finding some excuse like it's a regular activity.
"You must have heard her song she would never …"
"I'm not having my coronation and that's final no one can force me to" I tell them briefly before realizing I had made a huge mistake once again."
"Very well then if you do not want to then I won't make you, jade call off and cancel all preparations made" father orders jade who glares at me before walking out the office and stomping his feets hard on the ground that way I know he's pretty pissed at my sudden decision.
"Pardon? No one is gonna ask me why I'm not having the coronation?."
"Why should I? You said it out loud just now that you do not want to be crowned and I can't force you so why would I bother myself? Besides, I had thought wrong about this whole thing.
Making you alpha was too quick of a decision no alpha would opt out of a decision made without explanations and notification.
"Father, I had my reasons."
"And I'm not interested in listening to your excuses, do not call them reasons, now I'll be pleased if you can get out of my hair for a little. I've got things to do" he says calmly yet coldly as I walk out of the office.
Walking straight towards my balcony not wanting to explain myself to anyone else I order Samantha to shut the door right without letting Anyone in, not even my mother or brothers.
"Fuck !!!" I yell frustrated into the air blowing fists into the air as I'm so pissed right now yet I'm capping it damn hard.
"Do you wanna" Jade says, causing me to leap for a moment away from him before standing back firmly.
"Do you wanna?" He asks winking at me,
"Wanna what?."
"I heard you telling fuck and I'm asking you if you wanna fuck? I'll help you with that?" He flirts.
"Really?" I ask, my face turning red, blushing hard as my eyes fall to his groin, and my gaze immediately feels like a fool.
Relax girl he's gay remember and you promised to have nothing to do with him anymore, I mentally remind myself as my face turns cold.
"I clearly remember telling Samantha to lock the door and restrict anyone from coming in so … how the hell did you get here?."
"I'm jade, you think she will be able to keep k out besides I'm not just anyone I'm the beta to the pack you can't just expect anyone to keep me out so tell me, how sexually frustrated are you?."
"Are you crazy? I'm nit sexually frustrated infact my sexual life is going just fine and I do not want you poking noses into my business now get away from my balcony and out the door" I say in a calm tone hising at him.
"It's fine if you want me gone but trust me I've got great sexual advices."
"What? No stop , in fine really and will you please pointing out the sex in every word?"
"As you wish but I think I'm eligible to ask you why you decided to cut off the coronation. You have been so excited all along, so why now.?"
I sigh heavily as I gulp hard gazing intinhis orbs as I explain it all to him my reasons and fear, the nightmare I had and Every other detail Including the fact that I totally disliked the dress mom had prepared for me.
"Which is why I had no choice but to cancel it. All I tried to do was save dad's life."
"Wow you really are good at scripting out things and I think it's best to have your dream narrated to a book. I assure you it would be a bestseller."
"I'm not joking, jade."
"Neither am I, really !!!, You had no idea you were sparring and yet you won then you left with the Luna and returned to find your father laying on the floor dead"
"Yeah ."
"And their tour mate allears to be the hero."
"Don't exaggerate, I only said I saw him in my dreams."
"Screw dreams Agnes, are you some sort of kid? You just got scared. That's all it happens being a Luna is a huge responsibility scaredy cat besides you had wasted a whole year of training for nothing. You have to wait for 7 more years before you can get a chance to be crowned once more.
I
had worked my ass off wanting everything to be special and perfect for you."
"I'm sorry jade but I couldn't help it at the moment besides I gotta chance to see my mate, only if that crazy ass Samantha had not Interrupted."
"So you think you could have actually done something more than see if Samantha hadn't woken you?."
"I don't think I know besides I saw him and he's hot and all."
"How hot?."jade asks
"You want me to rate." I am confused at how childish jade is right now.
"Hell yes how hot?".
" A 7 out of ten".
"And me?" He asks as he closes in the gap between us leang completely onto me,
"How hot would you rate me?" He asks, whispering into my heart as his warm breath fans against my skin causing me to clutch my legs tight as I feel him turn me on with just words.
"Rate me Agnes" he commands into my ears causing me to sign out ois totally horny.
"A 10 out of 10" I whisper out as a soft moan escapes my lips.