I woke up to the alarm of the expensive table clock next to the bed. As soon as I woke up, the maids entered my room. They were all busy with their work; some were removing the window curtains, some were giving me water to wash my face, and some were fixing my hair. I changed the night dress and came down to the dining table. The one and only daughter of a wealthy businessman father, nothing less than a princess. But in a house like this vast mansion, no one else lives except the servants here and me. I lost my mother when I was young; As for my father, he's like away on business 12 months out of 12 months. However, he gave me a large sum of money for the shopping and purchases I want.

In the dining room, other maids were having unnecessary chattings as usual. This time they were chatting about how cute Amy's daughter was, and she would become a hairstyler for her obsession with hairstyling. In the middle of having my breakfast, I heard my father had chosen a personal maid for me. Though it was a bit sudden, I didn't care much. When my eyes laid on her, I was a bit surprised by her unusual get-up. The way she wore a veil to cover her face and hair was peculiar. Even from here, I can feel its thickness. No wind can beat her long and thick veil.

'Is she that pretty or what?!' along with my curiosity, I wondered!

'Everyone has their own reasons, so let's not judge like this!'

The maids next to me whispered,

"I heard once a huge fire broke out at her house, which made her lose her family along with her pretty face."

"Poor her!"

"She's still so young!"

I similarly felt empathized with her struggles and mildly asked her,

"What's your name?"

"It's Cordelia."

As soon as I heard her voice, a gush of unpleasant and disgusting feelings gushed from my head to toe. A deep sensation of loathness started running through my veins; Though there was nothing wrong with her voice.

'?!?!'

I wanted to have some light conversations with her to get along, but now... I suddenly feel like puking.

I asked other maids to show her around and left the dining table leaving the unfinished breakfast.

...

I have complete freedom in my life, just like a flying bird. I'm gifted with those friends whom I can fully trust with my eyes closed. Though there are people who love me, there are also those who hate me! Some eyes gazed at me with jealousy, envy, despise, greed, resent. But these people around me were always there by my side.

Just like my friends, I'm also gifted with luck. Longline of the crowd suddenly gets short whenever I'm about to stand there. Gets the item I wanted by guessing random stranger questions. Getting the Window Seats on a crowded train or discount or every other possible case as well! That's why I'm known as the luckiest person.

But the moment I realized something; my life started becoming strange.

The changing of weather at the exact moment! Is it merely a coincidence? The thought of the weather changing according to one's feelings is absurd. But once or twice was fine however, why is it happening every single day?! Is it still considered a coincidence?!

If I observe closely at my life, the fact of me, being lucky might also take a turn to the same strangeness. All the things that are occurring around me, are these really my luck?

My hands are tied with Reality. Even if my confusions are genuine or even if they aren't, there's nothing I can do about it! However, this can't be true by any means! Unless my ancestors were witches or something similar, and I'm carrying their blood!

And why do I have these thoughts?

I don't know_

The feeling of an unknown anxiousness about digging into some bitter tastes is unsettling me more and more.

But WHY?

Which answer I myself don't know_

It's not like that I'll get any solution by using this head of mine, so I stopped thinking about it

...

Writing my diary as always

With the hope of a pleasant tomorrow, I closed my eyes.

I opened my eyes_

It's 3rd January today.

The clock's alarm was ringing in my ears.

I just remembered I ignored my personal maid completely yesterday. As she's my maid there's no point in hiding because of some unknown feelings! Though whenever I think about her, I still feel that loathness inside me.

'Weird!'

She suddenly entered the room along with other maids. The moment she got closer to me, that loathness turned into a feeling of Bitterness. I also started visualizing some blurry memories.

"What memories?" if you ask. Then I don't know. I don't even know if these belong to me or not!

'Just what are these visions??'

'Where are these places?'

'I don't think I have ever visited... this... pla..ces... WAIT!'

'Did I ever go anywhere?!'

'...'

'Huh, what am I even thinking about?'

'B-but why... why can't I remember anything?!?!'

...

'Suddenly, what's wrong with me?!'

'Why can't I remember my childhood, why can't I remember my meeting with any of these people, my encounter with my friends? Nothing...'

'Why all of these are unfamiliar to me?'

'What's wrong with my head?!' I started pressing my head intensely against my palms.

"Miss, are you okay?"

"I-I... c-can't r-remember anything..." I shout with a shook with rage voice of mine.

Seeing the sudden change in my facial condition, all the maids rushed toward me.

I couldn't hold myself any longer and burst into tears!

"I c-can't remember a-anything... what's wrong with me?!"

"I can't e-even remember my meeting with you guys..."

"What is happening to me?"

"Why is this happening to me?"

The fact that I only remember yesterday with clear details is also unclear. Like I just started my life YESTERDAY.

The whole house turned into chaos.

What else can these people do except for rushing me to the hospital immediately!

But the fact that I'll have to hear "You are absolutely fine!" was laughable.

I can't even remember me being there in the pictures on my phone's gallery with my friends taken in December, and now you're saying I'm absolutely fine?!

When the report says I'm fine, then what else can I do except accept that I am fine!