I woke up at the school sickbay to find rita and vera besides my bedside but julia wasn't there am not affected tho ,vera said i caught a cold and fainted immediately the school boss came to help me and I should be grateful to her ,in my mind why has I never gotten a chance to see this school boss and now I fainted.
I got discharged in the evening and Rita was advising me to stay away from troubles and I should try standing up for myself but I don't even no if the word standing up for one self ever implies to me and just so pathetic.
Fast forward>>
It was the wicked my aunt came to take us home with her and she had that gloomy look for which I feared if she also hates me now the drive home was exceptionally quiet and julia didn't try to make her mom angry today while vera looked at me with pity immediately we got home she told me to eat and go to bed I started having the feeling all is not right ,I went up to the room tried sleeping after some minutes I finally fell asleep but I had a very disturbing dream I saw my mom crying and telling me to forgive my father but never come back to the house I tried holding her but she disappeared I woke up with sweat all over my body so I decided to go get myself water from the kitchen when I heard sobbing and julia petting her mum ,they were saying be strong its clara who will be the most affected cause her mom was her only real family who loved her it was at this moment I knew all was not well I ran to my aunt demanding for and explanation as I had already losed it while awaiting the worst I didn't even no when I started crying rita came over to hold me while Julia said your mum is dead you have yourself to take care of I felt the world spinning that day I cried like I never did my hatred for my dad doubled I remember my aunt saying she was at the hospital for the injury she sustained from my fathers beating,
My aunt told me I need to be strong as well will go over to our place for the burial and everything and I needed to pay my last respect to my mum and I was thinking of how ben would be holding up whenever I want to cry out and wail Julia tells me to shut up and grow up always I may be the next to leave this world if I don't see the way am being bullied at school ,I know she doesn't like me but this isn't the right time for her to make me feel like this I angrily went to bed that night ,I was shivering with cold and Julia came to the room handed me hot tea and brought blanket but she never fails to disappoint when she told me to keep my thanks saying she just doesn't want me to die inside her mum house ,I finally fell asleep waiting for a new day new problem