I said how miserable I was that there were so many opportunities for action in the world. From which I did not get any benefit. And today I am lying in a helpless grave. My heart longed. Let me shout and call the people, O people, prepare for the grave. By God, if you people saw what I saw. So you will not go out of the mosques, and you will spend all your wealth in the way of Allah.
Surat al-Mulk said. The virtues of the dead are usually abundant in the early days. But after that they gradually decrease.
I asked. Is this possible? That my family and my relatives will forget me. I can't believe it. That they would forget me so soon.
he said. No, it will definitely happen. Rather, you will see that in the beginning, more of your family members will come to your grave. But when days turn into weeks, weeks turn into months, and months turn into years. So there won't be a single person coming to your grave.
I remember when our grandfather passed away. So we used to visit his grave every week. Then once in every month and then we forgot them.
when i was alive So men were forgotten. But today I myself have reached that state. Days, weeks and months passed and there was no one to help me. Except for a few actions that reached me. Or the coming of my father, brothers and other relatives to my grave which gradually became less and less. Mostly my mother's prayers reached me. Which she kept doing for me in Tahajjud. God, that prayer was a source of peace for me.
Good deeds became less and less. I don't know what the reason was. That Surat al-Mulk also stopped coming. Darkness fell again in my grave. I remember some sins. which i did I was remembering one day and one hour. My sins seemed to me like a mountain. I was blaming myself. How many sins are there? Which I did very bravely. How many prayers have I missed? How many Fajr prayers have I not performed due to negligence?
Remembering all these sins, I cried so much that I had no idea of the time. Therefore, if I say that there will be months of crying, it will not be an exaggeration.
One day suddenly such a light came. Like the sun has risen. And I heard the voices of angels. That they are congratulating each other. I did not understand what had happened. That Surah Al-Mulk came to me and gave me the good news.
Surat al-Mulk said. That the month of Ramadan has started. And this is the month of mercy and forgiveness. And many of these dead people are saved by the blessing of the prayers of Muslims. I was very happy. How kind is Allah to mankind. But man is prone to error.
Surat al-Mulk said. That Allah Ta'ala does not want to put anyone in the fire, but this is the stupidity of humans. That they become such sins. which lead to his punishment. Then he said. That Muslims will pray after a while. And you will hear their voices.
Surat al-Mulk was gone and there was still light in my grave. And for the first time I heard a voice coming from the mosque. I cried a lot when I remembered my life and Taraweeh. I heard people praying. And then I heard the Imam's prayer. That he was studying.
O Allah, do not pray for us in our place, this is a sin except for forgiveness, and for him, except for his relief, and for him, except for his relief, and for the patient, except for his healing, and for the sick, except for his recovery, and for the dead, except for his mercy, O Most Merciful.
I got a lot of relief from this dua. And I longed. That the Imam prolonged the dua. And I felt that that dua was being directly accepted. Because I was getting a lot of pleasure and relief from it. I was going to cry. And at the same time Amen was being recited. In this way, the entire month of Ramadan passed very peacefully and comfortably.
And then one day a man in human form came to my grave. It smelled very strong. I was surprised because it was the first human after death. What I was watching. He greeted me and said Waalaikum Salam in reply. he said. I give you good news. That Allah has forgiven your sins.
I said may Allah reward you well. who are you? For the first time I see a human form in the grave. He said I am not human. I asked if you are an angel, he said no, I am actually your good deed. Your prayers, your fasts, Hajj. Infaq fi sabil Allah and Salah Rahmi, etc., etc., have been sent to you by Allah Ta'ala in this form.
I was very happy. And thanked Allah. I asked why you came so late.
He said your sins and your debts were an obstacle in my way. And when Allah announced forgiveness. So the way was opened for me.
I asked . So will Allah give me paradise in exchange for this forgiveness?