Cuz My Heart Hope To Die

For over two thousand years, Zehen has been trapped in an endless cycle of life, an immortal man searching for the one thing he can never find......death. In a world where magic lurks in the shadows and the world’s darkest secrets are just beneath the surface, he’s been everywhere, done everything......and nothing works. Until he meets Mai Hashimoto, a girl with her own hidden darkness. Together, they strike a pact, drawn by their deepest desires. But their journey pulls them into a war that has raged since the dawn of time.....a conflict between gods and mortals, where every step forward leads them deeper into chaos. Zehen seeks peace. What he finds might destroy them all.

A child who has experienced the death of a parents and bullying from classmates, living a difficult life alone in the world, and always holding kindness and hope, ultimately achieving academic success, love, and new family

For four years, Ezriel has roamed the abandoned house where she was murdered, unseen and unheard—until Naithen arrives. A passionate photographer drawn to forgotten places, Naithen unknowingly possesses the ability to see ghosts. When he first encounters Ezriel, terror grips him, but as he spends more time in the house, he realizes she is not the monster ghost stories warn about—she is a lost soul seeking the truth. Naithen delves into the house’s dark history, only to uncover a chilling secret: Ezriel was murdered in the very room he now calls his own. Determined to uncover the truth, he embarks on a dangerous journey to bring her justice. But as their bond deepens, so does the painful reality—she is a ghost, and he is alive. Can Naithen solve the mystery before time runs out? And in a world that separates the living from the dead, is love truly impossible?

Carly is a crazy 22 year old girl, who believes in enjoying her life to the fullest with her best friend Racheal. However fate seemed to have something else in store for her when she met the wright's twin brothers by accident after she was drunk to a stupor. The wright's family were known as the most powerful family in their country. She was immediately smitten by Aldrin the eldest who was a loner suffering from a heartbreak caused by her doppelganger. But fate seemed to take a twist when she unknowingly follows the younger one Aidan (aka Rocky) thinking he was the one she fell for without the slightest idea that he was a twin. Rocky saw this as an advantage to mend his brother's broken heart, he sets out to make it happen. But before any of his moves could take place, Carly felt betrayed after seeing him with another girl in a compromising situation. This led to a heated argument, after Aidan blurted everything out to her in a fit of rage she accidentally knocked him over the bridge leading him to a coma. For the first time she and aldrin made an appearance in front of each other, they were taken back by the striking resemblance they each had with their previous lover. Aldrin who was already engaged at that time to Natasha the daughter of their mayor is left puzzled after his previous lover made an appearance into his life. Now Aldrin is surrounded by three ladies, who will his heart choose??......... his obsessed fiance? his past lover or Carly ??

When Galena finds Devanté is becoming more and more addicted to a virtual paradise, she has to decide on whether to sit back and watch, or break into the digital realm in pursuit of burning it down.

In the shadowy depths of an ancient forest in Heian Japan, a nameless European knight finds himself inexplicably transported from his homeland to a realm unknown, hundreds of kilometers away from the familiar landscapes of Europe. Lost and bewildered, he stands amidst the towering trees of a foreign land, his armor gleaming like a beacon in this distant time period. As the knight grapples with the enigma of his sudden displacement, he soon discovers that this world is teeming with malevolent forces, demons, and spirits drawn from the rich tapestry of Japanese folklore. They torment him, as if toying with the interloper who has unwittingly stumbled into their domain. Each encounter with these supernatural entities becomes a harrowing battle, his sword clashing against the eerie, otherworldly forms that emerge from the shadows. Yet amidst the chaos and danger, a ray of hope emerges in the form of a mysterious shrine maiden. She becomes his guide in this realm, her gentle presence a lifeline in a sea of unfamiliar customs and an impenetrable language barrier. Together, they embark on a quest, not only to confront the demons that have ensnared him but also to decipher the ancient mysteries of Heian Japan. Their journey takes them through a world of vividly painted landscapes, from the bustling streets of Heian-era Kyoto to the serene tranquility of remote mountain shrines. Along the way, the knight gains a deep appreciation for the life of the common folk in this ancient East Asian society, as he witnesses the delicate interplay between Shinto and Buddhist practices and becomes entwined in the cultural tapestry of the time. As the battles against the malevolent spirits intensify, the knight's quest for a way back to his European homeland becomes deeply personal. The demons have not only transported him across time and space but have also tampered with his very existence. Determined to reclaim his lost identity and return home, he must muster every ounce of courage and determination, forging an unbreakable bond with the shrine maiden.

The Earth was torn apart, reshaped into an endless dungeon—a brutal labyrinth of blood-soaked corridors, twisted monsters, and stages that grow more terrifying with every level. The rules of survival have changed: gather coins, and use them to buy anything you desire. Power, safety, even happiness—everything has a price. For Lex, there’s only one thing he craves: death. But in this world, where coins can buy anything, even that is out of reach. Cursed with the power "Die to Begin," every time Lex dies, he's resurrected at the start, trapped in an endless loop of survival and torment. All he wants is enough coins to finally purchase the one thing that he had been seeking for countless lifetimes—an end. In this nightmare, where money can truly buy anything, Lex will sacrifice everything, even his humanity, just to escape the endless suffering. -------------------------------- If you'd like to support me, here's my patreon :) https://www.patreon.com/c/HYLP

Audrey our lovely female lead comes from a noble family but she was maltreated and was abuse by her own biological parents.She finally had the chance to leave all her misery behind and have a new beginning but she feel into the hands of the Mafia lord Caleb our charming, cold and also Incredibly handsome male lead who is also a Mafia lord fell for our timid yet bold and beautiful, and courageous female lead but he fails to accept the fact.. Please check my other Novel Falling For my Billionaire Ex Boyfriend also also don't forget to support your author Money Phoenix

Aqua is a young man who works for a secret agency called the DCA. However, he is currently in distress and needs help due to a mysterious situation happening in his city. Young girls between the ages of five and fifteen are constantly going missing, causing parents to keep their daughters indoors. Aqua is frustrated because he is only an assistant at the agency and feels helpless in the situation. His close friend Max left him due to his jealousy and he ended up getting involved in something dangerous. Meanwhile, a man named Hajun is after Aqua and has already killed his girlfriend, Jennifer. The situation is dire, and Aqua desperately needs assistance in solving the mystery and stopping the kidnappings.

HOPE is the only charge in us which enables us position at different aspects of LIFE. H- Happiness, O- Optimism, P- Purpose/Promise, E- Endurance. The Choices you make, make your life. Love is Hope, and hope is the reason why we are still living.

Aizen Blackthorne, once a powerful and ambitious individual, finds himself reincarnated in a world he created—a world where he is the villain doomed to perish at the hands of the hero. Stripped of his former power and bound by the **Curse of Creation**, Aizen is forced to navigate a web of fate and manipulation, determined to survive against the forces that conspire to bring about his destruction. In this new world, Aizen's only ally is his own intelligence. With his ruthlessness and cunning, he begins to manipulate those around him, using his knowledge of the future to bend fate itself to his will. But as he moves deeper into the political chaos of the kingdom, makes secret deals with dark mages, and learns the truth about the **Loom**—a cosmic force controlling all reality—Aizen discovers that survival is far more complicated than simply outsmarting a hero. The stakes rise as Aizen realizes that to escape his role as the villain, he must confront not only the **hero**—Leoric, whom he secretly manipulates—but also the very fabric of existence itself. As he delves into forbidden magic, battles powerful foes, and faces ancient cosmic entities, Aizen's path to survival becomes a brutal, high-stakes war against fate, morality, and his own soul. With the **Reapers**—agents of the Loom—hunting him, and the cosmic rules of reality beginning to break down, Aizen's choices will reshape the fate of worlds. Will he rise to power and rewrite the very nature of existence, or will his defiance against fate lead to his own undoing? In a world where betrayal is a tool and power is the only truth, Aizen will stop at nothing to ensure that he is the one who survives—no matter the cost. ***The Villain Who Refuses to Die*** is a dark fantasy epic filled with twists, betrayal, high-stakes battles, and a protagonist whose only goal is to survive—by any means necessary.

Staring at the gun pointed at her head, Hannah felt as if she were watching all of her childhood memories. Cold sweat kept dripping down from the smooth skin of her back, making her quiver slightly. "Don't!" she yelled, tears pooling at the corner of her eyes due to being startled almost out of her wits. "S-spare me! Please spare my life!" she begged. Her beautiful eyes, which are struggling so hard as to not let a single tear of hers drop, are looking straight into Ivan's dark ones, looking as if she were pleading for her life. Looking back at her tearful eyes, a mischievous grin appeared on Ivan's lips. His handsome face has a devilish look to it, looking both extremely evil and elegant at the same time. "Why should I? Give me a good reason, and I might be willing to let you live," he asked without moving his gun away from her head. Hearing his words, Hannah's will to survive made her lie within a second. "I-I like you!" she stuttered. Hearing Hannah confess her feelings for him, the small smirk on Ivan's face slowly faded bit by bit. Ivan has indeed told her to think of a good reason for him not to kill her, but not once has he thought that the fair maiden in front of him would suddenly say those words. Withdrawing the gun that was pointed at the girl's head, Ivan placed it on the back part of his waist before he grabbed Hannah's soft cheek with his calloused hands. "You like me?" he asked, gaining a multitude of nods from the girl who was currently looking at the space behind him, avoiding his dark eyes. Unbeknownst to Hannah, a smirk much less mischievous compared to his earlier ones has once again appeared on Ivan's face, and with a wicked glint in his eyes, Ivan spoke. "Prove it" _______________________________________________________________________________________ One day, while she was on a blind date with the son of her brother's business partner, Hannah, the eldest young lady of the Salvador family got kidnapped without anyone knowing. She was brought to the mansion hidden deep within the dense forest on the top of a mountain, and there she met Ivan. The man who looks so simple yet dangerous at the same time releases deadly vibes in him. In her desperation to live, she uttered words that she didn't mean to say. She didn't think twice about saying such words in order to live, but who would have thought that Ivan, the man who smiles like a child while pointing a gun at her head, would take it seriously.

he was fire... she wanted him to burn her.. she was water, water can't be burnt

Once upon a gacha time during the 2020s, there was a game with a low player-base called 'Zenith Girls', an idle tactical gacha game most fitting for males to play. From the game name itself, it's because there were only female characters, except for its mc, an unplayable male character, as if being the only man in the whole world of the game. But players, be it the f2ps, p2ws, whales or the krakens; they still enjoy the game because of these four reasons: First, the anime-style was quite nostalgic, with dynamic blends that makes the characters feel more high quality and lively. Second, is the right amount of indecency that makes players lick their phones when no one is watching. Third, is its super unique playstyle that totally separates it from the typical idle rpg. And lastly, is that the game is blessed with a lovable story. It was suppose to be a diamond-of-a game, but strangely it never received the right attention. Khelzan was one of the players in this low player-base game. He works two part-time jobs the whole day while playing the game at the same time, sleeping for just 5 hours (he actually was surviving and looked healthy enough) just so he could maintain his top 20 status in his server. Top 20 seemed far, but there is one strange thing in the server he is in: even at the infancy day of the newborn server it is already filled with the battle of "who gets to buy more packs" and "who can counter who" and "guild-leader wannabes", as if wasting time and money for an irrelevant online game status that for most, deemed as useless. However, for Khelzan, it was his everything. Well it became his everything after he already spent half of his 'secret money' just at the first day. Now he has nothing to lose, except his status in this game. He is living as he wants to. However, one item changed it all. #This is my first time, wish me luck! #Cover is actually AI generated from chatgpt lols

When 18-year-old Geum Jan-di's family relocates to the city, she's thrust into the prestigious Seoul Haneul Academy, a world of privilege and luxury. Despite feeling like an outsider, Jan-di refuses to be intimidated. With her fierce determination and sharp wit, she stands up to the school's elite clique, led by the infuriatingly arrogant Eun-woo. However, she also finds an unlikely friend in Kim Tae-hyun, who shows her the genuine side of Seoul Haneul Academy. As Jan-di pursues her dream of becoming a police officer, she must navigate her complicated emotions, biases, and loyalties. Will she let Eun-woo's scorn bring her down, or will she find solace in Tae-hyun's kindness? Can she trust her heart to make the right choice?

Have you ever experienced hell before? A life full of pain and suffering, where death is a relief Have you ever sunk into an abyss?  A dark and lonely place with no end to it. where no one hears your scream.  You must have ever had a nightmare, right?  But I bet you never had an endless cycle of killing your beloved. Coming back from the future seems cool, right? But it's not for me, because I'm tired of it; at least let me die as a human. However, my story doesn't end here, because God brought me hope, and you are my hope.  You save me from hell; you bring me out of the abyss; you are the joy of my life; you heal this broken man piece by piece. You're my everything, baby. You're the reason for my existence.  So please be the light in my heart forever.  ~The devil (MxM)

In 'Hope & Destiny', Mohammed Umar weaves a poignant tale of self-discovery, perseverance, and the unbreakable human spirit. Against the backdrop of a world filled with uncertainty and adversity, the story follows its protagonist as they navigate the complexities of life, love, and faith. Through a journey of trials and triumphs, the protagonist comes to realize that hope is not merely a fleeting emotion, but a powerful catalyst for transformation. As they strive to fulfill their destiny, they must confront their deepest fears, confront the darkness, and emerge into the light. Will they find the strength to overcome the obstacles in their path? Can they hold onto hope when all seems lost? 'Hope & Destiny' is a heartwarming and thought-provoking exploration of the human condition, inviting readers to reflect on their own journey and the power of hope to shape their destiny.

No matter the battles we face, Or the dangers that await us in future, or even the people that try to separate us....My heart will always remain yours. ...... This is a book with several types of romances between numerous characters. No matter the trials, problems and difficulty they faced, they stood with their heads held high at the end. These were the problems the Wayne siblings faced when they fell in love with their women. Both women were once slaves who had difficult pasts they had kept hidden because of the shame that came with it. Not knowing that their pasts were intertwined with that of their partners, they hid the truth. Soon, that very past came back to hunt them. The question is, will they escape unharmed?

[WPC SILVER PRIZE WINNER - #199 REVENGE] [Mature Content Warning] Ayla was the child of promise for her generation— the one that'd seal away the demonic ring of nightmare and banish the Demon King forever. The appearance of the traveler from the other world, Richard Clayton was a sign from the gods that it was time to end the nightmare once and for all. She gave Richard her trust and her heart. He swore in the sacred oath of his world that he'd help her save the world and stay with her forever, cross his heart and hope to die. Ayla never imagined that she would be the one to die in betrayal. Until the light of the last star dies, she will hunt him across time and space for her revenge. Check out the "Cross Your Heart and Hope to Die" Spotify Playlist here: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/0iTAtRttCXEIccj8oNKVc7?si=d0f117af35fe4ca3 Cover by JeiJandee Discord: https://discord.gg/Y79vUr4mrf Ko-fi: https://www.ko-fi.com/studiohnh

Leo and Deo were lover gods that have been in love with each ever since they were created. But Leo was a god with a demonic side and a good side which are the souls of his powers. Leo's demonic side which was Fawrus sought to end Deo to make Leo powerful and to revenge for what Deo do to him while Leo's good side which was Fawmus has to do everything in his power to save Deo. And Leo himself will have to give up everything including his life to save Leo from his demonic self.

What happens when a girl who had always wanted to die, finally died a then transmigrated into a world were her new power is an inability to die? will she find her will to live within her wacky advatures? will she find something more? and what is she to do with her new husbands?

[WSA entry] [Female lead] [Endless death: Every death of you becomes your power. The more unique and gruesome the death is, so the power.] Everyone wanted to survive, but Noah wanted to die. Not because she hated to live. It's just she was someone too greedy for power. After all every death of her became her power. Being a slum rat Noah wanted nothing more than to fill her stomach every day. However, she never anticipated herself being dragged by her brother to an Aspect awakening ceremony and becoming a legacy at all! And she never expected her brother to sell her to an adventure guild to become their master guide! Worst of all, every mission she took became Calamity grade!

The underground racing court is Nicolas Reed’s domain. The Alpha King’s son, feared and undefeated, never loses—until a stranger steps forward. Ethan is different. Confident. Unreadable. And when he wins, Nicolas’ world shifts. They cross paths again at school, but things only get worse. Lylia, the girl Nicolas has always loved, Gets close to Ethan, fueling a rivalry that burns hotter with every encounter. Yet beneath the hatred, something else lingers—something neither of them wants to admit. Secrets, power, and pride keep them at odds, but fate has other plans. Because some enemies are destined to clash. And some hearts are bound to fall—whether they want to or not.