I was only 12 when my innocence was destroyed by the internet. I never wanted to be such a whore but something inside me was encouraging me to do stuff so slutty. Want to know what happened? Oh well, read then.

I came to Turkey when i was 13, and met tons of people who are double my age. I was sexually abused in most kind of ways also kissed many men.

My life was falling one by one…

By the time i was about to leave Turkey i have lost my innocent body, mind also my happiness. It doesnt end here, but mostly i lost my soulmate, or at least i think he was, his name was Max and he was 19

year old.

Max was an online friend but he genuinely cared about me and liked me. He was my only loyal friend who tried to help me no matter what. But when i started doing shit with people he gave up because i would never listen and he was right, i never did listen. I begged him so many times to stay and help but he said i would never change so what's the point in seeing me flirt with people double my age and not give a fuck that i was on a call with Max.

I know i fucked up real bad this time because doing shit with men double my age is just wrong.