I live in the pages of a book and the lyrics of a song I've made a world of my own that I hate to leave reality is not for me and I get sick when I have to leave I get sick when I realized it isn't real I get stuck in a book wanting to never leave words fly off the paper building a world around me
And I find myself wanting to be the characters and live their lives so when I have to get up and was the dishes or when I'm at school, riding in a car even sitting in my room with a book and my headphones in I get this empty feeling in my chest wanting to go back to a non-existing place that makes me feel more like myself than reality ever will I want to go back to a place I've never been that feeling like it's where I belong I read a Poem that said the reason why I read is that this world is not enough for me and it's true and as I was laying on my bed writing this a song came on that made me realize I'm in love in the way I can get lost in a fictional realm and miss it when I realize that it's just that fictional