I held in my emotions silently I hide my fear silently everything I do is done silently I sit in my room quietly going over thoughts in my head the air conditioner and my fan is the only thing I hear other than that it's quiet silently having conversations with myself saying things I should have said instead of being quiet silently asking for help only for no one hears me silently saying everything I want to say to the people I see every day not to get a response silently I wish I could do everything I wanted to but that'll draw attention so silently everything I do is done silently living a life can drive a person mad but I don't tell them that either I silently live everything I do is the silently quietly everything I do is done silently quietly hoping I can finally be loud only to find out I should be silently