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Chapter 118 - I am a beast

" So how did they know about the shape shifter imposing as the Mundane?" She further asked in continuation.

He explained " Well , as violent, brutal and opposite of heavenly, definition of death. He slaughtered, punished, we received fatality".

" Not we, you aren't a part of them " she reminded him with a soft voice. " That's right " deep inside him his chest hurt because why did he feel like he was one of them.

" The Mundanes heard about the chaos which was when they figured out that no Mundane visits and isn't in pair but he came alone. He was asked for the body of the Mundane and he obediently led them to it".

" They thought to recruit the shape shifters until they reasoned that they would never be able to identify themselves from the shape shifters if they did that, what would happen in the future would be unpredictable and they could dominate".

" So he asked of the hidden shape shifters as if a deal but they killed them all. So we suppose now they are in Elysian so there is a breed of them ".

Ending the story Zillah asked a question " how do we get to this breed?"

" Something they would never tell you they are liars . He refused to tell me where Omna was, but I know he would be here in Elysian".

" Omna was missing for days and no one noticed. That's Soo scary, what if there's more of them in Elysian like there was in Tartarus". She shivered in fear

" Most definitely it's to kill them all because they do no team work with no one" Alvah replied.

Zillah gazed at him in awe for a while before she cut off the fantasy. " Let's go to bed together?" He requested her permission because he fancies it.

And she smiled at him but something inside of her lit up. You sleep on your side and I sleep on my side. She took her pillow placing it in between them both.

" You do not sleep with a pillow?" He asked her removing the pillow from where she kept it. " No I do not" she took it from him. " You could use my arm as a pillow if you want to?". His loving gesture

She loved the gesture he projected but she just couldn't agree to it. " I'll be okay".

" It's past midnight hours Zillah and it's really cold with no covers let me be your blanket". He begged

Oh no his words again, his words. She cried internally but he was right. She laid still on the bed when she heard his voice " why are you still Soo uncomfortable staying with me in bed?". His voice saddened and hoarse

She had no answer to that. It was like one moment she loved his feel, warmth, touch and everything and another moment she just wants to keep off him. He believes something is wrong and he's still trying to figure it out.

" Let's find Omna tomorrow if we want to get rid of the bounty on your head" she said adjusting herself closer to his warm feels.

" They could never get me even if they tried" he bluffed. She opened her eyes. " We do not want you shedding blood in Elysian Alvah ". A quick reminder that this wasn't Tartarus were blood could be drunk as sign of dominance.

" I won't do that while you're here. I love you". He said kissing her on the nape and she smiled blushing like a cherry but it was dark, and spooned by him from behind so he had no idea.

Rather alot ran through his mind knowing she didn't reply I love you back to him and he was starting to question if Zillah really loved him or she's just compelled to.

He couldn't shake off the feeling. Zillah was fast asleep but Alvah was in a race. He was becoming paranoia.

She had attempted to change her position but she felt his hands on her waist. Unconsciously she peeled his arms off her waist, changing her position to the side, she was facing him.

His heart raced a bit but he was able to keep calm. He brushed her hair behind her ears and admired her facial features while asleep.

" I wish they never put my name next to yours. I am already a responsibility to myself and having to take care of you just shuts me down Zillah". He rubbed his palms across his face very frustrated.

She snuggled closer to him her face buried in his chest. He looked at her and smiled at her actions. " My little bunny". He chuckled lightly. He rubbed her cheeks and her arms. And he kissed her knuckles. Her skin was smooth and soft, even better with the cool weather and their warm skin colliding each other.

He held her chin lifting her face up and he captured her lips while she slept. He first started off lightly but he seemed out of control.

Zillah woke up at his actions she saw his closed eyes, kissing her deeply like he would lose her if he let go and she suddenly felt weak.

When he released she quickly spoke to stop him from kissing her again but that didn't help. " Alvah are you?..." He didn't let her speak any further, he held her by the neck and sucked her upper lips deeper than he did earlier.

He moved his hands from her neck to her waist and he pulled her closer till they was no space between them. He held her hips caressing it still Kissing her intensely she thought she felt blood.

When he took a break, her eyes were glued on him in shock but he kissed her on the cheek. " Are you upset with me?". He asked her with a sad voice.

" Why do you always feel you did something wrong to me Alvah, is there something you're not telling me?" She was beginning to be suspicious of him always being scared of his actions towards her.

He nodded negatively with his lips pressed against each other " kiss me Zillah".

" What?!" She was quick to protest. She doesn't have that sort of courage to do such.

" You've never kissed me first, I want you to try. I'll guide you". Was his offer to her. Undoubtedly she was good at it so he wanted her to taste him on her command.

She was out of words and it looked like he wasn't backing out of this one. Her thoughts were clustered and she kept looking at him but why was he Soo much handsome in the night. He was like a watch guard lion that fended when everyone else was asleep.

His eyes turned red and she was back from her trance. " Your eyes are red". She told him lifting up her fingers but he held it and put it down. " I'm okay"

" No you are not Alvah. You're only ever this way when you are angry. Is something bothering you?" Now she was really concerned about his behavior.

" I, it's just for a brief moment it'll go back to normal". He gave her an assurance, maybe it was just a trigger but he was okay.

" Let's not do this ". She ended the tension happening between the both of them. " Wait, no I am genuinely fine". He reassured but she didn't budge.

" Absolutely not, maybe you are stressed and you need to go to sleep okay. It's really late afterall. It'll soon be morning too". She took his hands off her waist but he held her hands crossing them about his neck and buried his face in her neck reminiscing her scent and he fell in love with her again.

" What would I do without you?". He asked with a dejected voice. " You're the only one who can really tame a beast like me".

" You're not a beast Alvah".

" I am a beast " he said again when she pulled him away to look at him. " I repeat, you are not a beast".