" what makes you think I am not a beast ?" His eyes looked dull, still red and he looked Soo depressed she couldn't explain what was wrong with him.
" Because..." She laughed at her thoughts before she could say it. He smiled lightly when he saw her laugh. " Because, you love me Alvah. And maybe I am not your first love but... But at least I am alive to prove that you actually care and love someone unlike the heartless, gorgeous, murderous Alvah that intrudes Elysian just to spill blood before he leaves".
Why did she just explain Alvah's entire personality in one statement. " I don't know you that much..."
" You do". He interrupted her. " Tell me about myself". He sat upright eager to hear whatever she had to say.
He held her moving her to sit in between his legs while she rested on his chest looking at the ceiling. Lying comfortably resting her arms on his knees.
She strolled his lower body feeling his less tense muscles while he rubbed her thighs with his arms and she loved it.
" When we first met, it was like a fantasy. I had this mate that hated me to his core". He laughed hearing that and she was glad she could relieve him that fast. She looked up and him and he looked down they both made eye contact. He held her by the jaw.
" Do you want to ?" She nodded at him that she didn't want to. " Okay, continue" he smiled, hearing a sudden question from her that shook him.
" How much did you hate me back then?" Why was he Soo scared whenever Zillah confronted him about anything.
" I hate to say it, but I honestly didn't want you in my life because I thought to myself everything was the way I wanted it to be".
" You were Soo right about me when you said I am selfish and self centered". He took in a deep breath.
" I wanted keva to myself and I chose Tartarus to be my home already, so I wanted to be complete".
" Agghh... I am Soo sorry Zillah. I only wish for a normal life but still even if I got you and Elysian. We both know I half belong to Elysian and Tartarus". He was dispirited
" You'll be fine Alvah, the end isn't near yet". She got up straddling him looking him in the eye, they were still red and his emotions poured on his face and his eyes.
She didn't know what else to do than to succumb whatever he was going through.
"You're the most toughest and most weakest person I know Alvah". He rubbed his nose on her nose. " I could only be this weak when I'm closer or with you Zillah". He grinned and she laughed at his words.
He was tempted to say I love you to her once again but it took a lot of urge to hold himself.
" You're also my first love Zillah. Don't ever think I've loved any other girl before you".
" Not even keva, or Alana, or your mom and dad". She laughed. " Are you teasing me ?" He asked looking at her in the eye.
" No I am not. I mean they were here before me Soo I can't guarantee that you didn't love them". She felt hurt saying that but either way.
" I never said I love you to any girl before except you. You are the only girl that have been through hell with me and never backed down. You're Soo strong for that". That was his way of complimenting her.
She puffed her shoulders but it wasn't visible. She felt a sense of pride because he just hailed her and she felt happy that he admonished her .
" I also really do admire you, you are Soo attractive". His voice cracked a bit when he called her attractive and her heart jumped out her chest.
" I hate when you speak to me like this". She couldn't always control her sensitivity when it rises because of him. She wasn't getting used to this anytime soon.
" You don't like when I call you attractive?" He was confused as to what she meant by that. " No, I do I mean ..." She looked him in the eyes and he looked really tired. He really needed to rest. But then again his visuals left her in awe and this did not escape him. This time he refused to make the move on her till she does.
He looked down at her lips and she noticed this. She looked at him and he looked back at her. She moved in towards him and they both could not resist each other either.
She closed in on his lips locking them both. And she kissed him. She released quickly lifting his jaw a bit higher, she got hold of his neck rubbing it slowly and gently. She captured his lips and kissed him deeply and he gave in. He kissed her back. Moving his hands from her waist to her thighs and back.
She tilted her neck to the side kissing him deeper and he just followed her letting her take the lead, soft moans escaped her and she was out of breath. She didn't give no breaks till she done.
When she released him. She pulled him in for a tight hug for a few minutes. Till they both adjusted, laying down and fell asleep.
It was morning soon and Cristal was still asleep. Aeron got up early deciding to look for Alvah himself. When he remembered that Alvah arrived in Elysian days earlier and he never noticed his presence till they both met in the dining area.
Which explains why the Elysian guards can't get hold of him till now. But if Zillah is with Alvah then without a doubt Alvah will be back soon.
" Still looking for Alvah and Zillah?". Cristal who was walking behind him for a while now caught up to him.
" You're awake?. You woke up to early for someone who went to bed pretty late". He walked closer to her to close the gap.
" I am really not ten years old Aeron. You should stop addressing me like a kid". Her face, frowned at him when she got closer.
" Sorry cutie" he said with a slight grin. " Let's look for him together then". He extended his hands to her and she held him.
She was really starting to accept that Aeron would never like her and would always see her as his younger sister. It was painful to think about but she had to accept the truth.
" If finding Alvah is nearly impossible we should get to Zillah first shouldn't we?". She thought but Aeron reminded" Zillah is with Alvah, if we find one we find both, and if we find none, this is aimless".
" This is a crucial moment for this sort of thing to happen ". She stopped walking and looked at him. Aeron looked down at her seeing the stress she was going through and he lifted her hands kissing her on the knuckle and rubbed it. " Everything will be fine Cristal. You are worrying alot".
She felt a little calm after his actions but that did not help but got her more triggered why did he do that.
" Aeron". She called him and he looked at her anticipating what she had to say. Oh no did she just make it worse, she was at a lose for words.
" Cristal is it just me or you've been acting a bit strange towards me this few days". He moved closer to closing the inch gap between them. " Is there something you want to say to me?" He asked her eagerly waiting for a response