Esmeralda knew that the step she took today was spontaneous and something that was not meant to be made but she ended up doing that and now here she was doing the damage control after setting the fire to her life career and peace of mind.
What happened to her when she made the decision? Was she possessed by a ghost? What was she even thinking or if she was even thinking? However, she knew one thing for sure and it was that she did not regret the decision that she made. Maybe, it was for the better.
See, how confusing and complicated, she was being even to herself right now.