My eyes slowly opened when the sunlight penetrated through the curtains. I adjusted my vision and the realization hit me like a truck.
I realized that my soul is corrupt now. I have lost my innocence, my purity.
‘I successfully bargained for my virginity.’
I have just survived the most horrendous night of my life. Depression took over me in just one day, I'll turn insane but I have no choice but to keep these feelings in my heart and bear this undesirable feeling of being used over and over again.
I shifted my gaze and saw Christian standing in front of me. My eyes widened in horror as I quickly sat up and pulled the duvet over me to hide my exposed form.
“Hmm?” By looking at his absolute dominant form I began to shudder in fear recalling yesterday. He narrowed his eyes at me and I laid down and hid myself under the duvet quivering in apprehensions.
I heard his sighed as he said, "Look at me, Sophie."
