JULY
THE PACE OF EVENTS here at Faerie Landia is funny and annoying at the same time. Why did I say that?
It's funny because:
1) The number of existing supernatural beings. I thought werewolves and vampires were the only remaining supernaturals, but I was wrong. My family and I were wrong. The living testimony is the creatures that are here before me today.
Fairies, mermaids, and other creatures are here that surprised and amazed me.
2) They are friendly. Ely is the only bad mammal. I wonder where she inherited her bad characteristics. When I saw her sister, Queen Eva, she looked kind. Also, the woman whom Ely called her sister, Amor.
It's annoying because:
1) Ely is impolite. That bitch. I always want to punch her in the face. She claims she's a royal, but she still has no manners. Damn her!
2) She's getting on my nerves. I don't know, but I think she will do something bad or con me in this love battle. Egrr… I will make sure she gets what she deserves when I catch her cheating.
Anyway, after the excruciating conversation in the family room earlier, we were given the chance to relax first.
Here I am now in a palace room. I was on the veranda of my designated room watching the setting of the sun. The view in front of me was beautiful.
From here, the beauty of the kingdom and its prosperity is so visible. Flying fairies, adults and children, are happy and peaceful. I can say that the supernaturals living here are united. The king and queen run this kingdom so well. But Ely was the only one who broke the peace of this place because of her greed, which she did not deserve. I won't let her get my beloved Natalia. I will fight back. Anything for Natalia, even my life will be at stake. I will fight for our love.
By the way, Natalia and I still haven't talked since earlier about the scene that took place in the family room. I never had a chance to talk to her because that crazy Ely made a deal with the king. What was it?
The Mad Princess of Serenity makes a deal: we can't see or talk to Natalia until no one wins our rivalry. She added that the deal was for fairness.
And she has the audacity to negotiate about fairness while she is the deceitful one! Damn you, Ely. However, the king agreed to the treaty. I did nothing but obey. Just imagine the face of Ely, who is insanely smiling at me while her request has been approved. Very greedy!
So here I am, and even though it's hard for me to not see and talk to my beloved brat, I restrained myself from doing that. The number of things I wanted to tell her. The number of acts I wanted to do with her.
I want to hug her tightly, kiss her passionately and assure her that nothing has changed for me, for us, even though I found out she is a mermaid. I do not care. I loved Natalia, even though she was a brat and liked to insult others. I loved her more when we had the opportunity to be stuck with me on the island. Therefore, no matter what Natalia is, I can accept her.
The question is, now that she knows I'm also a wolf, does she still want me?
With that thought, I took a deep breath and held on tightly to the railings of the veranda. Shit! There are many playful questions that trouble my mind.
Will she accept me? Or will she just choose Ely because they are both mermaids? But that's not possible because I'm her mate. I had already imprinted on her. It's just that there is no confirmation from her if she accepts me as her mate.
Ely still has a small chance of getting Natalia. But no! I will not allow that. I will fight for Natalia!
"Well, it looks like you're going to kill someone by the tightness of your grip on the railings," suddenly, someone said behind me. I stopped in deep thought and looked at whoever had ruined my meditation.
"Ruby---" I said as I looked at her.
She waved her hand, forced a smile, and approached me. I watched her as she walked closer to me. She is just walking straight and also looking straight at the beautiful scenery I've been looking at lately.
Then she stood next to me and, like my position, she also held on to the railings of the veranda.
I was still looking at her, but for a long time she still didn't speak; I turned back and looked at the fairies that were happily flying in the sky. The giggles of the crouching fairies, as if they were angels in their beautiful clothes and bodies, could be heard.
It's really nice here at Faerie Landia. Relaxing. So peaceful. But even so, there's no place like home. I still prefer to be with my family. Along with my pack.
Ahh, I miss them too. Do they know I'm still alive? That I am safe? I forgot to tell them I was okay. I was too occupied and caught up in trying to snatch that Ely impact on my dear brat.
I gasped at the thought. It was as if we were one in Ruby's thoughts when we sighed together.
'Two less lonely people in the world.'
Oh, my wolf is still alive.
'I still am. Hihihi.'
I heard Ruby say, "Sorry, Juls."
"Sorry for what?" I replied, still looking straight at the sky.
"For Ely. I'm sorry for what she's doing and intercepting your love life."
I don't know if I'll laugh or get annoyed at what Ruby said. Every time I hear Ely's name, it's like Voldemort's name, not because it's scary, but it's like Harry Potter's feeling that he's eager to kill his opponent. Sorry, I'm an avid fan of HP. *smile*
"It's not your fault. Don't feel sorry for me."
"But---"
"No, Ruby, it's not your fault," I stated firmly. Ruby was silent again.
After a while, silence enveloped the two of us again, and she broke that silence again when she spoke.
"By the way," she began.
"Hmm?" I answered.
"Someone wants to talk to you," she said seriously. Then I turned to her.
There was a look of surprise on my face when I asked her, "Who?"
"It's me," replied the creature behind us. When I heard her voice, all the excitement in my whole body suddenly came to life. Ahh, I really miss her.
"N-natalia..." I said while staring at her as if I was enchanted.
"Yes, it's me, my love." The longing in her voice and face was obvious.
"I'll leave you two first," Ruby said. Oh, she's still there.
"Ah, Ruby. Just wait," I interrupted her without taking my eyes off Natalia. I think it's all just a dream, and it's just a fantasy that she called me "my love."
"Why?" Ruby asked.
"I-I, I can't meet Natalia yet, right? Is this a trap? Are you really doing this for Ely?"
"No, Juls. I begged Ruby to make a way for us to talk," Natalia replied. "I want to explain to you everything that's going on. I want you to know I didn't want all of this. I don't want to hurt you just because of my cowardice. I can't bear to see you suffer tomorrow if I can do something to stop it now."
Confused. That's what enveloped my mind. What did she say?
"I'll leave you first. And don't worry about the king; I'll take care of them." Ruby was still there. I thought she was gone. I am so happy right now that I don't know what's real or not.
"Ruby!" I called her again.
"Why?"
"How about Ely?"
Ruby just smiled and said, "I'll take care of her." Then she left. I was left there, stuck with Natalia.
"Juls," the woman with me at the time, caught my attention.
As she simply called my name, the pounding in my chest and the trembling of my knees suddenly returned when I saw her beauty again. She was just standing there, a meter away from me. While sincerely staring into my eyes, as reflected in her beautiful green eyes, so does my spirit.
What is that?
Longing. Love.
I wanted to hug her at that moment. Kiss and tie her in my arms. But here I am just looking at her whole being. But honestly, I just don't really know what to do. After what happened today, Ely's appearance, her claim to Natalia as her mate, Natalia being a mermaid (which I have no problem with), Natalia's silence as Ely pushes their "love" and "relationship".
I do not know what to do. What should I be reacting to now that she has dared to talk to me? Because for a whole day, she did nothing but let the words of that madman, Ely, flow in my mind.
I'm sulking. Yes. But I'm not angry. I'm willing to fight for her, even if it means a massacre from Ely or anyone else that will take her away from me. It's just that I don't understand why she let this situation be like this. Why? What now?
I heard her say, "I'm sorry."
That's how her stare dissolves all resentment and sulking in my being. Shit! I am too frail for her. All of my rage has dissipated. All I want now is to drown her with a kiss. Damn, she is so close, but my pride becomes the wall.
"I miss you, babe. So much."
That's it! When she said that, there was no pride. I made it into fried chicken. I swallowed it. It only took one step, and I crushed her lips with a kiss.
Natalia seemed to be expecting that because she responded hungrily to my kisses. I realized how much I yearned for her lips there. I really miss her and all the emotions that I was suppressing inside me before, poured into that kiss. I didn't realize that I was getting rough when I kissed her.
"Aw, babe. Ouch. Wait," she stopped me, but I seemed to be deaf at that time.
My anger, or whatever it was, controlled me. I'm not angry with Natalia, but what happened earlier, while kissing her, came back to my mind, so I didn't realize that between my kissing Natalia, I had already poured everything out.
I didn't listen to Natalia's plea and, using my wolf speed, I quickly threw her on the bed as I quickly ran to her and tore her garments. Natalia complained again and the pain in her face could be seen in what I did, but I was blinded by my emotions and desires. I no longer recognized myself. Even wolf, I can only hear her growl. My wolf also loves what is happening.
After I tore Natalia's dress, I kissed her again. Without any compassion or precaution. I have no control over myself. At that moment, I felt like a predator that saw prey.
"Babe, aw. You are hurting me. O-Ouch!" Natalia pleaded. She forces me to get away from her, but I am stronger than she.
"Shut up!" And I slapped her mercilessly.
There was a look of shock and pain on her face, but it seemed like nothing to me and I continued what I was doing. I cannot understand myself. My wolf, my wolf, did nothing either. We agree with what we are doing now with Natalia. We are raping Natalia!
"You're only mine! Mine!" I crazily laughed and continued on with what I was doing.
"Juls?! W-what's going on--- You are hurting me!" Natalia was already crying.
The pain could be heard in her voice, and she was already weeping. She's already bloody in my eyes because my wolf's claws are also coming out, but instead of feeling sorry for her fate, it seems like my whole soul is still satisfied with what I was seeing.
"No one else will own you, Natalia! You're mine!" After I said that, I continued to kiss her roughly on the lips.
She struggles, but I am too strong for her. She was fighting to get out of my grasp at the same time as she shouted her grievance loudly. I, on the other hand, am completely blind to my feelings and continue doing what I am doing mercilessly.
"Help ..." Natalia cried, but me? At that moment, I felt like a monster.
As I continued to rape Natalia, I was unaware of the violent opening of the door. At the same time, I felt I was thrown at the wall, which was almost broken due to the force of the impact. I was suddenly taken aback by what had happened. I hit the wall so hard that I could almost feel that I was fainting. But before I could faint, Natalia's voice, which was terrified and seemed to have found a savior, was the last I heard.
And she said, "Sister Amor!"
Then everything went black.