Noir immediately took Ella to the hospital in his car. she was moved to the emergency room. while Noir waited outside till the doctor had examined her properly and treated her. the doctor told him that she had severe stress and depression and it can also be harmful for her as there was a threat of brain disorder. the high blood pressure could cause he r brain vessels to burst. so it would have been perfect to get the body conditions normal as soon as possible.
Noir got quite stressed and worried about Ella`s health. he had never seen her this broken. but some how there was strange feeling of fear in his heart. he could not interpret whether it was the fear to lose Ella. but even so why was he feeling so desperate and distressed. it felt like something very important of him was being taken away. it really hurt a lot.
He kept praying for Ella to become conscious. deep inside his heart was a very ticklish feeling which was disturbing him quite a lot. what was it ? as he asked himself this question. suddenly something clicked in his mind. he finally understood what he had been feeling till now and was he so desperate about Ella. it was not a coincidence their first meeting and their becoming colleagues. then growing close to each other and revealing their most personal secrets to each other. this emotion and these feelings had started to grow long ago when they had not even realized. Yes, it was none other than Love! .
Now when he had finally realized his feelings, he began even more anxious for Ella. he did not want to lose her at any cost....
Just like that a day passed, and Ella had still not woken up although her body conditions were much normal now. she was shifted to the general room. as she laid on the bed. Noir sat close to her on a stool with her hand in his. then finally she opened her eyes. noir was head over heels to see her awake. he tried to approach her but Ella shook off his hand. noir was startled but he could understand her situation so he did not mind and then said as he backed off,
" Are you alright, Ella?" he asked softly in his usual tone but this time there was a different kind of worry and sweetness in that voice.
Ella remained quite at first and when Noir asked again she burst out crying. seeing her cry he got surprised and quickly reached her. but again she off his hand and quite harder this time. then she yelled.
"No! Don`t! Don`t touch me. or.. or else you would also get dirty by ,me. I am a very bad person I do not deserve your sympathy."
Noir was a bit shocked but then he tried to approach her calmly saying, "'It is not like that Ella. please get a hold of your self."
"Get a hold? you say I should Get a hold of myself!? but how can I when all has turned like this. how can I when every one has known what kind of person I really am? now everything has ended. it is all over now. I ..I don`t want to live any more" . saying this she reached towards the knife that laying on the side table. she tried to hurt her but Noir quickly grasped her and threw it away. Ella was screaming at him and try to free herself to end up her self. she had lost her temper and consciousness. she was just thinking of dying ,again..
Noir shook her hard and forced her on the bed. her eyes were red blood. tears were falling down constantly. she was desperate. Noir could not stand it anymore, he could hear her breathe. his face was too closed that Ella was also a bit shocked as she could feel his warm breathe on her face. he was on the top of her, holding her down forcedly. then he said, "I am sorry that I was unable to protect you. but give me one more chance, please." he said pleading.
"Why? Why are you being like this all of a sudden? why are you saying this when you can`t fulfill it? Why are you saying this when.... you can`t even love me" she said in a comparatively low voice but there was a sadness and pain in it. she was looking at him helpless and desperate. both looked into each other`s eyes. then Noir almost whispered in her ears," I am sorry for making you wait this long. Ella I Love You!" Ella did not believed her ears. what did she heard just now. and just then Noir pressed his lips on hers, softly and cautiously. What? she thought but before she could think anything else she felt herself being caught in that feeling. what was it she could not understand. but it was really warm and sweet. she felt that as if all her pain just vanished all of a sudden. though she had kissed many times , but she never felt like this before. it was something too undepictable. as Noir kissed her she was lost in that feeling. she crossed her arms against his neck and kissed him back. her mind was so much relaxed for the very first time in while. that day they kept kissing each other for quite long unaware of their surroundings they were lost in that lustful desire. it was really something quite... unpredictable. his breathe was warm, his lips were so soft and that taste was so sweet as if she was experiencing all this for the very first time. she wanted the time to stop so they could be like that forever.....
As they stopped, noir looked at her eyes, he wiped her tears and smiled at her.
"Everything will be alright from now on because I won`t let anything happen to you ever again." he said softly. "I will always be by your side as your friend and as your lover. and I promise I won`t let anyone hurt you."
Ella looked at him. he looked so warm. was it a dream? she thought but even if it was she wanted that dream to never to end. she smiled back, and said slowly. "I Trust you and I... Love you too."
he smiled and kissed her again. and just like that it was the beginning of a new relation. a new emotion and a new life. which no one had expected.
So I say, don`t lose hope in life and keep on going because one day somehow you will achieve what you want and you will get what you yearn for. because God is not cruel at all. he do tests our tolerance and patience but he surely reward us with the best he have in the end. all we need to do is to believe in him and believe in our fate cause after every suffering there is a huge happiness that is waiting for us, to embrace us and to help us keep moving forward.