Chapter 3
What is written in your fate will come your way whether good or bad. It must be good to repeatedly give you lessons because GOD is preventing you from something ahead which is not good for u. HE is making you stronger enough to walk through every phase of life coz Life is not a bed of roses. You have to lose sometimes even your loved ones even the ones you think you may die without them or the meaning of life ends. Happiness is not everlasting. You are being prepared to stand on your own without any fear. But its not that easy to overcome the fear. She don't wants to be apart from him and every time trying out best possible ways to keep their love forever.
But this is not what she deserves. Every person needs the same affection in return they gave. Though you have to compromise but there is a limit to everything. You have to for the sake of your feelings compromise on so many things at times even if u don't want to. Even for the person you are doing for does not consider your worth still you will find ways to make everything better not to break your relationship. She sometimes could not suppress her emotions and start crying that why at the end of the day she has to suffer. She is helpless for the sake of loving so deeply she is even ready to lose her self respect. But isn't this what she is doing is wrong by all means.
Love doesn't demand anything. You should devote your love without getting back but too much devotion is priceless if you are not considered worthy of. She even had quarrels with him for not giving her the time that she requires. Although she never demanded anything big from him all she need was the love that he promised for. Their quarrels were useless at the end they used to resolve and feel sorry for their mistakes but this also made them gained nothing. Everyday the same thing happens. She used to wait every hour to talk with him though she could understand his busy routines due to some work but that doesn't mean that he forgot the person behind waiting to talk to him impatiently. He all day long used to do his house chores his study related work and giving time to his family but could not spare 10 to 15 minutes to talk to her. And when he was free with all his work he then to talk to her for just 5 minutes steps out of his home. and every time it was like she is sitting closer to her waiting for his calls and messages and when the call comes her face was lighted up with happiness profound.
But what was the bad part of that call was that he only come and starts pretending that he has done a lot of work and a lot has to be done more and he is not free making her feel like he could not talk to her he has not this much time just to spare five minutes as well and than trying to get rid of her saying that he has to go home and he will not be able to talk. Every time he does this on the call. and at that time she could not say anything and felt broken. A sorrow and despair at the end that she fall for someone who even does not cares for his time. Everyday she bursts out with tears and at times praying to get rid of his love which she cant.
A despair a sorrow a happiness that is temporary an expectation that is breaking her. Will she be able to recover herself if she loses him? GOD has bonded him tightly in this love that she could not get rid off. Even If she does not get anything in return she will still try and try hoping to be happy ever after. She has a very fear of not being together in case. Sometimes u are being too much closer to someone that their loss will make u not to suffer from Anything big. This is what GOD has planned for you and surely he is the best planner. You will have to accept the reality afterwards which she is running away from. It doesn't means that the person he love will in turn love you that much but the promises he has made and makes everyday and though breaks even everyday are hurting her. This situation is successively deploying her situation. And what she suffered is net the same he has gone through so he could not realize the importance of love and fear of losing. She prays all day and night redeeming herself from the situation coz only the who could help is GOD.