(back to Aurora' pov)
I locked myself for 2 days in my room everybody knocked, they forced me to open the door but I didn't, I ate the snacks inside my room and refused to eat what they got me, I wasn't in the correct state to face Dad and Ms. Claudia now but I had to go to my college cause I already skipped it for 2 days, my eyes had dark circles now and they were all red, my skin looked pale like I was ill which I was but in my 17 years life, I never looked ill even when I got ill I maintain my self pretty good but right now I look like a bagger who hadn't eat for 2 to 3 days and is living on streets my body temperature was approx 100 degree. It was nearly 5 am now I couldn't sleep the windows were opened cool breezes were giving me chills I was lying in my bed with 2 pillows one down my head and one which I was cuddling with I ate 4 to 5 pills for my headache but none of them worked. My head was full of things about my mom crying, Ms. Claudia's love and affection towards me, and Dad being out the whole day. At some point my mind try to justify to Ms. Claudia that maybe she love my dad nothing maybe they weren't cheating but my dad's words were running through my mind that he never loved my mom the only woman he ever loved was her, many things suddenly became clear to me that why my mom always cried, but Ms. Claudia lived in LA my head was full of confusions
I got up from my bed and took a shower and changed my clothes then I tied my hair in a bun I looked in the mirror I looked like I was half dead but I couldn't care less I finally opened the door and started going downstairs Ms. Claudia was sleeping on the sofa she looked very uncomfortable. I took a glance at her she woke up I hurriedly, looked away she rushed towards me and hugged me I took a deep breathe this lady meant a lot to me still I couldn't decline the fact that i love her but what about the injustice that happened to my mom she was innocent. " I was so worried about you are you okay!?" she was also looking ill and dull, but this wasn't the time for showing sympathy I rejected the hug and told her, "I need to go I am getting late". as I said I went out Mr. ian dropped me to the college
I entered the college and looked around to see Ayesha and Kevin, they were standing near the corridor, I wanted to avoid Kevin as he saw everything and Ayesha too because he probably told everything her I decided to walk away from them slowly but unfortunately, Ayesha saw me she ran toward me, "oh god!! Kevin told me everything are you okay now?!". I was all awkward and felt weird all I wanted right now was not to think about that all but unfortunately I wasn't lucky enough I remained silent, "how's your fever now? I wanted to visit you but Kevin stopped me he said to let you rest". I was confused that whether she knows or not I looked at Kevin he started saying, "I told her that you ran from your house to come to Adam's party, and you forgot the way then it rained and you got ill because of getting wet" oh so he didn't tell her everything I smiled and said, "I am okay Ayesha, I just need a juice so give me permission I wanted to go to the canteen" I said and walked away Ayesha tried to stop me but I didn't want to I don't wanna face Kevin he knew my dearest dad, is a cheater and my mother like Ms. Claudia betrayed my mom.
The cafeteria was almost empty there were only a couple of faces. I took a juice and sat at a table I thought I'll feel relaxed at college but all i feel rightnow is a heavy burden on my heart i wanted to cry but I promised myself i won't cry. suddenly someone sat opposite me I looked up it was Elvin he was eating a sandwich like it was really yummy my stomach growled I didn't eat other than biscuits for at least 2 days. but it felt illegal to eat right now. "want some?" he asked I think he noticed my eyes on the sandwich. "No" I replied. "no? okay," he said. what a mean person he didn't even ask twice anyways I neither wanted to eat that. "You know the sandwich here is amazing it feels so good to eat it" i looked at him with a whatever face and started to get up but my head started to hurt and i couldn't stand, i sat again. "hey you okay?" now he got serious as much as i hate sympathies i liked it from his mouth. "yes". "he now, get up i thought he was going out but he came again with a sandwich and water bottle in his hand, "here, have it". i looked at him and said no by my head. "Gurl if you think the worst happened to you and eating anything is illegal so no its not you should focus on yourself see you, you look like you are about to die you look like you were in a jail for several months i miss the gurl i had dinner with 3 days ago, she looked fresh and beautiful and now you look like a dull and a old woman" i took that sandwich and started to eat, and with every bite tears fell down my eyes i took a sigh and asked him, "Do you have a family?". "umm no my dad is alive but he live in California and my mom was killed". i looked at him my eyes widened his mom was killed but how i wanted asked so i did, "How? who killed her". "Umm may be by someone in my family". "OMG, but why?" i asked. "i dont know leave this topic" i felt sorry for him my mom died in an accident but his, was killed by someone dear to him. "I am sorry" he nodded in return and than Kevin walked in he came and stand aside me "get up Aurora and you, stop being with her, this is the last time i am warning you". he said angirly but now my blood boiled he hold my hand to take me out and Elvin hold the other one to stop me i was stuck between Kevin and Elvin, Kevin left my hand and went to Elvin and hold him from collar, "you'll be a dead meat if i see you any where near her", I pushed kevin away from him and shouted, " I AM NOT A THING, AND PLEASE STOP INTERFERING IN MY LIFE KEVIN, HE IS MY FRIEND AND IF I SEE YOU BEHAVING LIKE THIS AGAIN WITH HIM YOULL BE A DEAD MEAT NOT HIM". Kevin looked shocked I never treated him like this he looked at me for a long time but I hold Elvin's hand and took him out.
"Woah, Woah Woah!!, does he like you?" he asked me. "no had a duty given by my dad to keep an eye on me" I replied. "Man!!, what kind of life are you living, it looks like you are not his daughter but his pet". I took a deep breath, and he changed the topic now as he saw I didn't want to talk about that right now, "so am I your friend?" he asked. I moved my head in no. "What a liar man.... you said that just 2 mins ago". he said while rolling his eyes. "maybe I lied". "god please send some angel to me that explains me her," he said as he was crying and a sudden laugh came to me even if I tried but couldn't hide. "let's go now we are late to class". "okay," he said, suddenly Sarah came and said to him, "hellooo, Elllllvinnnnn". he looked at her with a disgusted face, "get away!" but she held his arm and started saying, "why you treat me so bad". he pushed her and said, "if you touch me again ill kill you by my very own hands" I didn't know his cold side he was always so calm and sweet toward me but he looked so not calm right now like he will kill her right away. "I am sorry Sarah excuse us" I said and we started to went to the class