3 Days passed by, I didn't talk to my dad or Ms. Claudia, first two days they tried to speak to me but now they stopped, maybe now they are tired, in past days the only person I frequently talked to was Elvin he stayed with me all day in college Kevin didn't interuput after that day, life was going pretty standard now but the sorrow in my heart wasn't recovered yet, I still cry every night, I stopped sleeping now and due to lack of sleep my face looked dull and eyes have dark circles now I wasn't looking that attractive, now I was having acne all over my face, probably now I was the ugliest version of myself but I couldn't care less, I was all alone now dad looked all normal now like he didn't even care that I am mentally disturbed I was going through severe anxiety however Ms. Claudia was still trying to make up with me she was trying to talk to me but I didn't want to, she betrayed my mom and this fact cant be ignored.
Today was my off I was on 6the rooftop, it was 10 pm there were plenty of stars in the sky, the view up was so good that I didn't want to go down I sat on the couch and started counting stars 1...2....3.....4....5....6...7...8.....9...10 suddenly, I heard the phone ringing I looked at the caller name it was Elvin, "What happens?". I asked. "Nothing I was wondering what you are doing so I called". he replied. "And may I ask you why were you wondering about me?". "Ummm I don't know I was just....urghh man I don't even know myself well sorry you can sleep". he seemed confused. "No, no it's fine I wasn't sleeping". "so what were you doing?". "if I say I was counting stars so will you judge me". "And if i ask you the same question". "what? were you counting stars???". "yeah I was bored the sky looked beautiful I couldn't resist adoring it". "oh what a coincidence I was also looking at the sky, adoring it too". "ohh, great and". "What". "I mean Ummm everything's okay". "Yeah how much more things can go wrong" I laughed. "well can you sneak out of your house tonight". "What? no of course don't you remember the last time I went out what happened I am still suffering from the constituents". 'Well then don't sneak out I have a better plan I am coming to your house and will ask your dad to let you go with me". I laughed so hard, "well and he will permit me to go right?". "you bet". "ok done come on I am waiting for you". I knew my dad would kill him he asked him to let me go with him and I knew he was just bragging he won't come. it was almost half an hour he didn't come nor did I have any expectations that he would come I went down and go to my room it was 11 pm I lay in my bed looking at the ceiling my heart was searching for peace that peace I had some time ago talking to him on a call I felt light at that time. I closed my eyes and then in no time I was asleep
my eyes were opened by a knocking voice on my door, "Did I sleep?". it was hard to believe as I couldn't sleep for days this easily and this peacefully I looked at the clock it was nearly 12 I slept just for an hour and it felt like i had slept for days. I opened the door it was Tina, "Ms. you have some guests". no way he really came I rushed down all the lights were off I nearly tripped but someone holds me, "Watch out". The voice was familiar it sounded like...KEVIN, what is he doing here suddenly all the light turned on, "SUPRISE" I was startled there were so many decorations a huge cake and many gifts and Kev6in, Ayesha, Juliette, dad, ms Claudia and some college students and wait, what "ARIANA". I ran to her and hugged her so tight "you here, howwww" Ariana well she is the girl who groomed me I still remember when we were in the primary school a bunch was kids were bullying me when she came wearing boyish clothes and a hat which was worn backward, she was a pure tomboy, at that time, I saw her after 5 years she moved to china only after 5 days of my mother's funeral. "Well I wasn't coming but your dad sent me his private jet to come for your birthday". "Omg, this is the best surprise ever". "Your dad invited us all". I looked at Dad he smiled I smiled back and then he said, "Well this whole plan was of Elvin, I just made this all work". I couldn't believe Elvin did this all just for my sake I looked around he was nowhere but, suddenly he entered he was looking absolutely gorgeous I couldn't take my eyes off him, "You did this?" I asked. "yeah I never deny promises". I smiled at him
Elvin gave me a really pretty dress as my gift I went to my room and changed it I was looking so good in that it was blue in color I looked in the mirror I looked happy so now he got control over my happiness too. I heard somebody knocking at my door I opened it Elvin was standing, "wha..." he was saying something but stopped his eyes widened. "Damn you look so beautiful", I laughed "thank you". "let's go down," I said. "can I see how your room looks alike". "Sure". he entered my room and go straight to my bookshelf, "Wow!!, so many books". "yes I love reading it makes me happy". "cool," he said, he picked up my family photo which was on the side table "well your mom is so pretty". I smiled. "she deserved a better husband and a better life" my eyes all of a sudden turned sad I was happy but this sentence broke my heart again. "Oh I am really sorry...y I didn't mean that". "Nah it's okay, lets go down now",
A large cake was at the center of the table everybody was singing the birthday song I blew out the candles and cut the cake I remember one of the memories from childhood dad and mom held my hands I was cutting a cake my first priority was always dad, he was always the first one I offer the cake to, I got up went to Dad and give him the first bite he looked at me all shocked, I couldn't even if I try I couldn't dislike dad, then I went to Ariana and gave her and then Elvin, Kevin was mad at me he was not looking at me I went to him and offered him but he declines that and said, " No, thanks" I looked at him, "pleaseeee aren't you, my best friend baby". he looked at me and laughed I laughed back and hugged him, "I missed you Kev". "I missed you too, I realized I should have been with you when you needed me". he said. "it's okay Kevin I know you care about me". I looked at Elvin he wasn't looking really happy like he was irritated maybe..... jealous I went to him and asked, "sup what happen". "nothing I am heading out for a while, I want some air". he said and went out I also went to Ayesha half an hour passed by and I couldn't find Ariana I looked here and there then I decided to look out for her I went to the garden I looked at her she was sitting on a bench with Elvin what must they be talking about I was curious, I hid behind the wall tried to eavesdrop, "I feel so cold" Ariana said. "You should go inside", Elvin said. "Nah, I don't wanna go it feels boring inside". Elvin gave her, his jacket that he was holding in his hand, "thanks Elvin it's so kind of you". they both were talking a sudden fire, a feeling of anger awake inside me was it jealousy no way I can't be jealous of them I went to them, "Ahem ahem! you both should come inside we are playing truth and dare". "ok, Elvin lets go". ariana said. "you go inside I am coming" he replied. she went in now it was just us, "So Ariana is pretty isn't she?". i asked. "Maybe". "yeah she is so pretty that you might fall in love with her like you give her your jacket right!". I said and started to go inside he hold my hand and pull me near him, "what's up are you jealous?", "Oooo...fcource not why would I be". he pulled me more and moved my hairs falling on my cheeks behind my ear. "But I was i could bear you hugging him!!! i feel a rage I could kill, I can't bear someone even touching you" my heart skipped a beat. "w.....wa.....wa" I couldn't say i tried but couldn't his one hand was holding my waist I totally blanked out I could believe what he said did he just confessed to me I couldn't identify.