"I will be the first-year representative," I said.
A moment passed before Mother spoke again.
"Wow! I knew you could do it, Amelia!"
Wasn't it you who said I had a slight chance? No matter how enthusiastic she sounded, I knew her expectations weren't high from the beginning. After all, every year, many outstanding students enter Theabul Academy. Among them, I wasn't exceptional. I just happened to be picked, that's all.
"Amelia, are you downgrading yourself again?" My Mother questioned.
"I, uh, what?" I asked.
"You're staring into space again. You're humble, but the academy must've seen something in you. That's why they picked you. Don't worry." My Mother comforted me.
"Why are you being so cheesy," I complained. My heart felt slightly tingly," This isn't the main issue. I have other things to do."
"Again with that. Why don't you take a chance? You have nothing to do anyway. Take a shot. Live your life, Amelia." My Mother tried to convince me.
It feels as though we're going nowhere. If we keep this up, the same conversation's going to repeat.
My Mother spoke up again.
"Look, Amelia, I understand where you're coming from, but I believe you'll take care of your duties efficiently. Plus, if you don't do this now, you might regret it in the future. I don't want to see you regret your decisions. Though at the end of the day, it's your decision. But, at least take a chance."
She started giving me puppy eyes. Ugh. It's not like it's her life anyways. Why is she constantly worrying so much? If I accept, I'll have to deal with an extra workload. If I decline, I'll have a lot of free time. The second choice seemed the most optimal. But, I just can't deal with those puppy eyes. Mother, have you no shame? Sigh, it's okay, if I accept, I can probably quit, right?
I contemplated my decisions before giving in.
"Fine, I'll try it out. But, if I don't like it, you have to accept my decision, ok?"
"It's a deal, not takebacks! Work hard!" My Mother enthusiastically said, her eyes lighting up.
Although I have a way out, why does it feel like I dug myself a grave? Sigh. I rubbed my temples.
Today is. So. Hectic. I need a moment of peace before I lose my mind.
"Mother, I'll be going up. Don't disturb me." I adamantly said.
"What about dinner?" She questioned.
"Just leave it outside my room," I replied.
She thought for a while before smilingly saying.
"Hmmm, alright. Have a good night's rest."
Step. Step. Step.
I took my time going upstairs to my room.
Right after entering my room, I proceeded to take a leisurely shower. After all the mess I've been through today, I deserve quality time. Without any sense of urgency or stress, a time solely dedicated to relaxing. These moments are the small joys of my day.
...
Haaaaa. I sighed a big breath. A nice hot shower sure melts the stress away.
I sat on my bed with my eyes closed.
1...2...3
1...2...3
1...2...3
After taking a few moments, I revived a little and enjoyed my dinner.
When I finished everything, it was already ten minutes before bed. Why does the time go by so slowly at school? When I'm at home, it just flies by.
I flopped onto my bed, reaching out for a book. I wanted to read a little to make the most of my time. Before I could even read two sentences, though, my eyelids started to droop down. I didn't want to go to sleep just yet, but I was just so tired. I reluctantly gave in and fell fast asleep.