It had been a long time she felt the way she was feeling but she had to stop it. Its wasn't the right time or place for it. Besides she felt it was weird being with another man after being one man for a long time. It's right to say being alone with a man in papers. That's how she felt sometimes. She was sexually starved and her body just reacted naturally
The kiss the touch she enjoyed them. It felt heavenly but she didn't want to give Jeff false hope. She wasn't ready to be with anyone yet even if she was single once again. Her divorce had gone through and the lawyer had her certificate. She had the right to be with anyone else but she felt burdened
Just when Jeff wanted to go deeper in her mouth, she lightly pushed him away. It was more of she was conflicted on whether to continue or not. Her body wanted it more than anything but her mind was working against the body… it was tough