It's been a month since I spoke with her. She told me that I was too shy. She also told me I should try living a little. That I should have fun, and do normal teen stuff. She said "you've gotta get outta the house". Try something you've never done before, get out of your comfort zone.
I'm Thana, and right now I'm at the beach. I'm alone, but that okay I proffer it that way. I'm taking baby steps, but at least I'm trying. It's so bothersome though, I don't like it here. It's so noisy, there's a lot of people and she sun out so bright. Why couldn't I just stay home, all I want to do is snuggle with my blanket. But this is a step forward, at least I'm out of my comfort zone. I have I feeling this is going to be a long and tiring day.
The beach wasn't all that bad, but It wasn't great but it wasn't bad. I went home ate and took a nap. Then when I got up I went outside to see the stars. And saw this strange guy I had never seen before. He looked my way and I quickly looked away. Then I could feel him walking over. He got closer and closer, until we were face to face. My name's Arata, what's yours? Tara, it's nice to meet you; I said.