Since the day we met, we've been hanging out together at night. Every night we meet up and look at the star's together. He say's he want's us to get to know each other better, but I think he wouldn't like she real me. I enjoy spending time with him, but he just seems so bright and cheerful all the time. I on the other hand am dark and gloomy, he wouldn't want to hangout anymore if he knew the real me.
She is like the sun that shine's above us all. And I am like the moon, who calls the night. We're too different, inside and out. He could change a person's mood in a second, while I could bring a person's mood down. I feel so selfish but I can't help but want him by my side. But I know it won't last forever, I'll just enjoy the moments we share. Until the time comes when you leave me and I'm lonely again.
The past few weeks I've spent with him are so precious to me, the memory's we made are so special. He is someone I care for deeply, he helped me take the third step towards my self improvement journey and for that alone I'm thankful. You truly are special Arata.