(Jasmine POV)
SO I WAS SAYING THAT,
THAT DOESN'T DISTRACT ME AT ALL.
so I move on to the car and Mint asked me why I was late but I need to tell him the truth. I guess he didn't have any interest at all. so he keeps silent.
[at the restaurant]
"Hey, Mint did you see him?"
"at that table, ya."
"He is quite having a different personality than the picture."
I said it while observing him from a far distance. maybe he was dressing according to the occasion. but, however, he has done to his good glimpse, his face looks the same. so I garb Mint's right hand from the side and walk towards him. he was surprised to see me with a guy, I guess he might already summarise it. so there was nothing to talk but still, as for the custom calls I should at least introduce myself properly. I and Mint sat on and explained all the situation as a couple does.
the guy was nice, he understands the situation and was happy for us. we had a great dinner and the guy said his greetings and quickly vanished. I might feel pity for the guy but I don't want to be in a relationship again. freak it hurts.
Ah! nevermind.
before we can be in our rooms, Mint suggested me for a short walk. it's only 7:30 so I agree with that.
(Mint POV)
we were at the full night atmosphere walking around the Riverside. I'm talking to her about today's event that has happened inside the restaurant making ourself funny and enjoy the night-blooming star sky. we laugh together, we walk side by side together, we cheerfully enjoyed our time together, that's what's we best friend do. I guess, she was happy with me all the time if she was the man I myself consider her to my partner but not possible. as for her best man, I want her to be happy like this forever.
I guess the man she selects will be lucky enough. but her past experience will not let her move on to be in "love again."
she might pretend to be alright but being a though as it's doesn't matter quite have her to be more fragile from inside.
the fear age had of being in that pain again is the cause of her being single until now. otherwise who the hell out around this world does not go fall for this cheerful young women. she once said me she wanted to date me but that was just a joke.
as for her past relationship. she was the one who pusses a lot of effort to hold back. he wasn't giving his best at all. it's bothering both sides, if it's haven't love in between, it's was better not to go too far as a couple. and that day when she finds him with some other girl, and the ridiculous reason he just mentioned, not to more attentive towards him, she awful. she is poor so she has to do hard work for her living, for her survival she needs money.
I can understand that in a relationship spending time plays an important role. it can develop feeling towards each other by observing more, share and be with each other makes more chance to truly understand each other. but her condition was different she wasn't able to do so she was once a belong to a middle-class family but after her dad dies and being the oldest child of the family the burden came in her shoulders. her life is not easy as before, even her mom has open a small business of selling Thai street foods, she has to do work and earn at least for herself.
he could have understood that but, he refuses.
all he has done is lost faith and finds a new one for himself. she broke down but still willing to hold back everything, but that doesn't even count.
she cried a lot after her break up. she wasn't able to make herself available for someone and now she won't have time for giving in lovey-dovey stuff, so she gives up.