Mine was a quite bit good, cause having modern-day open-minded parents can be helpful a lot.
but Mint was a lot different, the situation can get worst, as his family was religious.
[Mint Point Of View]
I'm afraid to talk a single thing about that. my parents are very religious and strict too, as a result not only demanded me to marry a girl but the girl should be of our own standard and cast.
I respect them a lot, I do love them but I don't want them to get disappointed by the fact that I'm gay.
it was since 7th standard, I was getting myself into the realisation that I do like boys only. all my friends we're into girls but mine was just cased like, just forget that.
I thought it was a phase at first, but as soon as I grew up, I started to feel more and more into boys.
there were random accident happened, as a teenage boy I, therefore, must hit puberty.
changes occur into my body like voice, facial hair body hair especially there in between legs. and most important the size😝,
yup I admit, bigger than thought.
having multiple wet dreams confirmed that too.
what were dreams like?
The dreaming of having sex with my favourite Asian idols and actors.
they are so hot🔥, freaking me every time see those Asian cute boys.
I might forget to tell you that I'm top, and for my type? I better prefer always manly.
so despite that, I am still a virgin🤪.
never tried for once, and going solo because of shyness and personality like a tough alpha male🐺.
I also admit that I might not look like one that can be gay. but the stereotypical image for the gay is not applicable to me. although I'm a little bit of the different side of interest, still I'm a normal Human though.
so the idea of being me is to inspire by many YouTubers online. yes, they keep me motivated, not to be depressed, but it can't help more on something for me at all.
it's a secret to all I haven't told anyone except a single friend Jasmine about this, and all other has an interest in it at all. maybe because of my personality. I can't express myself truly in public and family is way farther.
but whatever it does not change the fact that I'm imprisoned myself in the social standards of the society.
ah! I hardly keep on breathing every single day.
let it stop here.
I don't know when but I have to tell my family about this so they stop searching for a girl for me.
so until then, I'll keep it to myself.
(so the flashback ends here, and I wanna tell what now, now I'm heading back towards when Martin was hurrying towards his condo in this hazardous state of rain.)
[Martin POV]
oh! God makes this rain stop. I'll have to go room swiftly, I'm so tired now. it seems like every prayer of mine is miles away to hear, the angels up there are not making my wish true. ah! dang, it.
I am fully wet now if this keeps up, I'll definitely get cold for sure.
wait a minute what's that,
I suddenly bake the bike, as for the result of the circumstances the bike skit and I smashed with it to ground. kissing the fully constructed road with my body and bam to the side of the road to the tree.
"I might die too soon" I screamed in pain.
before I can remember what the thing was that, that makes me stop✋, I was subconscious.