NEIL
"yeah. It's beautiful."
The boomerang struck again. Even when it has been a long lapse of time from the last one it was thrown. I can't help it… who knows until when will this keep on tormenting me. She was standing there beside me, the book shelf towering in front of her and her eyes sparkling with interest as to the books. She wasn't doing anything at all but my feelings ate here again, hell no. I had pushed this away but it kept on going back each time there's a glimmer of hope that she may choose me this time.
As for what happened recently, I already knew why. She was devastated of the news. The smell of vodka on her skin and on her every breath was all because of an old injury. Ivor's getting married. I haven't even known to whom but what was clear is that he already asked her for marriage. And that news came like a giant knife that struck her to the heart.
"you can borrow any book you want, you know."
