Nam-su didn't say anything and just kept quiet. an hour passed and they just went through some work and asked some questions.
At around 3:25 Pm, Aunt Bo called Ji-young down for lunch and brought Nam-su's food for her in her balcony.
After lunch, Ji-young went back to the balcony but he didn't see Nam-su seating on her chair. instead she was leaning of get balcony's railing.
the breeze blew her hair and dress and he just stared at her. she looked so calm and collected, like she was thinking about almost everything in the world.
he then walk towards her, he she wasn't ready to talk so he just leaned on the railing beside her and didn't say a word.
few minutes passed and just when Ji-young was about to give up, Nam-su said, "I'm in love with someone, but now I'm just realizing that he is a complete jerk."
"yes I know that we never asked for this all Marriage thing but still, if we are going to end up spending our entire life together we have to learn and to trust and care for one another right."
Ji-young, "your right, I am in love with this girl. I've been in love with her for as long as I could remember. she was always a quiet type, someone whose beautiful always looked it was about to close at any minute. she always tried to hide the pain she is feeling and smile even when she didn't want to smile, sometimes all I just wish is to hold her in my arms and tell her to cry if she want to cry, laugh if she wants to laugh, be who she wants to be with and don't let anyone tell you who you are and what you must be."
Nam-su looked into Ji-young's eyes and she could tell that he really meant every word he said, "you must really love her to know so much about her. I'm sure she is a lucky girl to have someone like you as a boyfriend."
hearing that, Ji-young chuckled, "no.. actually we aren't dating." Nam-su, "you aren't."
"yes.....(sighs) she doesn't even know I exist because I have never showed myself to her before."
Nam-su felt a little confused, "why haven't you, I'm sure if you tell her she will totally accept you unless she already have a boyfriend that she loves."
Ji-young, "yes you are right..but the thing is that I'm out of her league. she is too beautiful, smart, and go gifted to be with someone like me. I know I don't deserve her, because she deserves someone who can make all her wishes come true....but I know I can't."
hearing that, Nam-su felt a little sad for him, she pouted her lips and then said, "you can at least give it a try, and maybe she might just agree to go out with you."
"maybe she might, maybe she won't....no one knows right (chuckle) anyway, all I want to tell you is that life is a long journey and love is part of that journey. sometimes we are not able to differentiate admiration and love and we end up thinking we love someone, when she actually just admire that person."
Nam-su, "so you think I Admire U-Haul not love him."
Ji-young, "I didn't say that, I'm not you so I don't know what you really feel....all I'm just trying to say is that we might admire someone but think we love them and we won't realize it until we meet someone. until we encounter a particular person who you then know you really love and that's when you know that all this while, the feeling that you have heard for that person was actually admiration."
"so until then, keep your hearts Open until you find the right one." saying that, Ji-young looked into Nam-su's beautiful eyes and she stared at him too.
few minutes later, the sun started to set, they then turned thier head to look at the sky.
"it's beautiful." Nam-su said as she smiled slightly.
seeing the smile on her face, made Ji-young happy. yes she had never noticed him and she still did not notice him even when he was standing next to her.