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I gulp my food down hard and had to stop breathing for a second as the food refused to move, but after another swallow and more breathing, I could feel it moving.
"What?" I couldn't help it, a skip in my voice was noticeable as I took in an abrupt lungful of air when I felt Coltens hand sliding upwards.
What I've been dying to ask suddenly comes blaring out.
"How do you know how to touch me, kiss me if you've never been with a woman before." I ask as my eyes shoot and meet Colten's stormy dark ones.
Colten's warm hand trails a 'u' shape over my right leg until he got closer and closer to my center, "I've seen movies, videos, I'm not a prude. I know what to do from things I've seen, I also have had many many straight friends in my life Vienna, I've never wanted to put what I know to the test, but now..." Just as Colten took a breather he swept my shorts to the side and dipped his hand in between my thighs.
"Oh, my..." I trail off as a moan escapes my lips as Coltens hand moves.
"God the things you do to me, with just the feel of your body, the sound that escapes you as I make you feel so good." Colten trails off staring at his hand that had disappeared in my shorts and he increases his tempo making my legs twitch and writhe lightly.
"Colte-" I say but stop mid-sentence because Colten suddenly dips his hand to enter me and it had me shooting straight up in my seat.
"Colten." I whimper my hand coming out and latching around the arm Colten was using.
"What?" Colten asks out, his voice barely audible.
His voice dropped multiple octaves and was severely heavy and thick like honey syrup that floated around my head.
"Please." I beg and sit on the edge of my chair, my legs opening of my own accord and my mouth falls open as a gasp escapes my lips again.
As soon as his hand was inside me, it was gone just as fast and my body was left in violent shakes that racked my body, wanting to finish but not being able to. Sweat clung to me and my legs trembled but Colten stands up.
"Soon." That is all he says as he brings his empty plate to the sink and drops it in.
"I'll be in the livingroom with the shot glasses and the whiskey." Colten says over his shoulder.
I was speechless, breathless, on the verge of exploding and hot.
I couldn't slow my breathing as my chest heaved so heavily, I fan myself trying to let all the possible air access my body and I stay rooted to my spot inside my chair.
I don't know how long I stayed in the kitchen hyperventilating my shock and lost in my thoughts.
What the fuck, was that? That was so suffocating but so hot at the same time, I wanted to let go and Colten shut my pleasure off instantly, making my body go crazy wanting more.
I knew exactly what drinking game I wanted to play now.
I walk very slowly and cross the threshold separating the kitchen from the living room and turn the corner to face a relaxed Colten sitting comfortably on the couch. He looked even better than he did before, his dark eyes, the stubble on his face. The t-shirt clung to his body and the sweatpants were just the shade of grey to bring out the natural olive-tan skin Colten had.
"I was wondering what was taking you so long." Colten says not looking up from his phone.
"I need to talk to you." I say and I guess the seriousness of my voice spoke to something in Colten because he put down his phone and set it down on the table.
"About what?" He asks.
I gulp and don't let our eyes meet, just as Colten's about to meet my stare I look away and scurry to my side of the couch.
"Why are you so calm about this? What is going through your head..." I pause to glance up at his eyes for just a brief moment before breaking eye contact and looking at the whiskey bottle on the table.
"I am anything but calm Vienna, I just have a habit of having conversations internally and hide my feelings pretty well. I am not calm, I am freaking out. But the alcohol helps put my brain in slow motion and think about it everything one at a time. Vienna, I know things will be different, but I feel like this is something we need to see to the end...You know. I don't want to hurt Br-"
Colten had opened up but then went too deep into his feelings and I could tell he was word vomiting now, it was all coming up and I knew he didn't want it all coming out, not all at once so I lean in and swiftly throw my leg over his hips and slide back into his lap like I did yesterday.
I reach up with my hands and grip his cheeks so he turns his head to me, "Just shut up and kiss me, Colten." I said and was going to let out a gasp.
The gasp Colten silences with his lips as he suddenly grips me tightly around the hip, slamming our lips together with a ferocity it had my body shaking tremendously.
My chest started heaving and so did my heart, it was pumping so wildly in my chest and I struggled to breathe through our kisses.
With one last heave of my chest, I break apart from the heavy makeout session with a gasp and plop myself down on the couch beside Colten, "I don't think I can get used to that."
"I think I could." Colten says just as breathless but runs a hand through his dark locks.
"So what game did you decide on?" Colten asks as his breathing turns back to normal and he reaches over to grab the bottle of whiskey and pour it into the shot glasses.
"Twenty-questions. You choose not to answer, you drink. You answer you don't drink." I say sitting up straighter.
"Get ready to lose Vienna." Colten says.
"Not a chance Colt."