-Warning there is Violence and Rape in this chapter you can skip if your uncomfortable-
*FlashBack*
Suddenly Mr. Damien got off of me, throwing a blanket on top of me. He then turned around facing me with a creepy smile plastered on his face.
Making my blood and whole body freeze in terror. Then he spoke in a tone that sent shivers down my spine.
"Don't worry I won't lay a hand on you until you are begging me for it"
"I WILL NEVER!" I yelled at him infuriated at ever wanting that let alone from him. Mr. Damien then leaned down whispering in my ear, giving me a feeling of disgust,
"You will, That's a promise My Amber"
"I'M NOT YOURS AND NEVER WILL BE!" I yelled spitting in his face which resulted in him slapping me so hard blood seeped out of the corner of my mouth and I blacked out.
Later I woke up and looked around, hoping everything that happened to me was just a nightmare, a horrible nightmare. Sadly, the only thing I found was that I was no longer bound to the bed.
'Why is this happening to me? I have never done anything wrong, so why me? I guess everyone was right when they said that the world is truly cruel when you get older and no longer are sheltered from this cruel reality. Ha, I wish this all would just end.'
I thought, suddenly feeling a wave of despair overcome me. I got off the bed and went over into the bathroom but what I saw in the mirror terrified me.
There was a woman with dark bags under her eyes that no longer had any light but looked like bottomless pits that held too much despair and anguish not being able to see the other side proving that the owner had given up.
Her hair looked disheveled and greasy since she hasn't been able to take a shower. If anyone looked closely at her eyes they could see they were red caused by crying for several days.
Right now as she looked in the mirror instead of looking at herself it felt like what she saw in the mirror was just a broken doll that no one loved anymore and threw away because there was something better.
Amber pulled herself away from these miserable thoughts and went to take a shsower rubbing her skin tell it turned red and almost started bleeding trying to get rid of the feeling and existence of everyone's filthy thoughts and hands off her body.
Amber put on the only thing that was in the room which was a black dress that was gray at the top and turned darker until it cascaded down to her thighs becoming a beautiful midnight black that was fluttering with the wind.
The dress was beautiful, but Amber didn't notice. She was sitting on the bed with eyes that were dull and carried no more of her innocence or previous hope.
There was a knock on the door but Amber didn't acknowledge it ignoring whoever was there. The person was told of this and walked inside with food that smelled incredible.
The person didn't even glance at her and left, obediently following the instructions Mr. Damien gave him, too terrified to go against him.
Amber looked at the food emotionlessly and the delicious aroma that would even make the coldest heart desire to take a bite had no effect on her.
Amber tried to open the door and was shocked when she could turn the handle and hear the soft click of the door opening, and then her eyes brightened up at the thought of being able to escape.
The eyes that had brightened for the first time in days immediately dimmed again when she saw that there were people guarding her door outside.
'I should have expected this from that 'Man'. I really am an idiot' I thought scoffing at this and pushed the cart out closing my door after it left my room.
'What's the point anyway. I should just give up on my pride so I can live.' I thought, thinking that my pride wasn't that important. At night Mr. Damien came inside the room and what followed behind him was food.
I stayed sitting on the bed ignoring his existence along with the food. Mr. Damien looked at me with a smirk then opened the top that was concealing the food's delicious aroma.
His smile suddenly faltered when he saw how I had no reaction to the food remaining indifferent. 'I thought she would be hungry since she hasn't eaten since she was brought here.' Mr. Damien thought surprised at her lack of any reaction.
"Eat" Mr. Damine ordered Amber and since she decided to lose her pride to survive she listened to him.
"Someone's becoming an obedient pet" Mr. Damien playfully said with a smirk that tried to cover up his evil and hidden intentions towards the female he was looking at.
Amber suddenly felt weird and very hot. "W-what i-is this?" Amber tried to keep a clear mind but her words were starting to get unclear so she bit her bottom lip hard to not lose her consciousness.
As her teeth sunk into her bottom lip a red liquid started flowing out of the corner of her lips and the strange taste of the metallic liquid brought her back into thinking a lot clearer.
"Aphrodisiac" Mr. Damien said with a shrug like it wasn't a big deal he drugged me. But then he smiled maliciously walking towards me with lust showing in his eyes and he said in a hoarse voice,
"Now my Amber you will start begging me to touch you." My eyes widened with this realization, 'He drugged me.' Then I smiled bitterly, knowing there was no way out of this.
'I give up, it's not like anyone will want me anyways I have been cast aside by everyone, what's the point anymore? He can do whatever he wants.' I thought to myself giving up on everything that mattered to me.
He touched my arm and it felt soothing compared to all the heat that had me feel like I was in a volcano. He continued, tell we were both naked.
Next thing I knew he was on top of me. My eyes blurred with tears, I was scared, so scared that my body started fighting to get him off me.
He slapped me on the face but I wanted him off. He called in his people and they started tying my hands and feet to the bed. I couldn't move the slightest bit.
'Ha! Now I have no choice but to obey this bastard.' I thought with hatred flashing in my eyes but I no longer talked knowing it would result in a worse outcome for me.
I gave up letting him do as he wanted with my body but the one thing I couldn't stop was the tears that kept coming out of my eyes down my cheeks that were flushed red due to the drug.
I closed my eyes finally succumbing to the drug. The moment I felt a sharp object penetrate me from below I couldn't help but scream out in excruciating pain, opening my eyes widely.
When my eyes landed on Mr. Damien I saw that my screams of pain only excited him more, making me want to throw up.
I held it down and closed my eyes tightly to try and get the image of his face out of my head.
'No, don't show him your pain he enjoys it don't let him win Amber it will make you feel worse. Just please don't even let out a whimper'
I said to myself in my thoughts trying not to get anymore disgusted especially when I kept remembering the look I saw on his face.
"Keep them open Amber." I heard Mr. Damien demanded me, making me look at him while trying to hide the disgust in my eyes as he kept thrusting into me.
I bit the inside of my cheek hard to stop myself from letting out my pained sobs. I felt my teeth sinking into my cheek and felt the familiar taste of this metallic liquid.
My eyes glazed over making me slowly become indifferent to what was happening to me.
When the man on top of me saw the lack of emotions his eyes glinted with anger when he saw he didn't get even a wince.
'I will make this women wiper and be mine. She completely lose everything especially her pride and dignity. I want to see this girl broken beyond repair.'
Mr. Damien thought with a smirk imagining the girl below him broken into so many shards that she would be beyond repair.
Mr. Damien started thrusting inside me deeper and harder but still there was not even a little bit of disgust or hatred that shone in my eyes and soon the room was only filled with his groans of pleasure from the man.