For the past years, I wasn't sheltered. I knew what was going on around me even though I lacked experience. I just chose to shut myself from those irrelevant things like courtships and everything related to that level of intimacy. Because what else can I get there? Mommy enjoys men so much, I grew hating boys who want me that way. I don't like that kind of connection. I don't want to feel any kind of affection for a man. I don't want to grow submissive to that kind of sentiment.
Wanting to wash away my thoughts, I drank juice because that was all I could reach.
"This is my last glass. I will take you home," he said that kept me more bothered.
"Not anymore. Kuya Edu will pick me up."
"Why, are you bothered that I'm drunk? I'm not drunk yet, Audrey."
"No, that's not it. I mean, you don't have to take me. I have my driver. One more thing, you'll only be late to get home when you take me," I said somewhat controlled.
