I continued walking until my feet went numb because of coldness. I was soaking wet but I didn't stop.
I want to go somewhere else. I want my Ate's comforts. I want to hear Daddy's voice again. I want to feel his hugs everytime I'm upset. I want to hear his singing voice again. But they are both far away from me now.
I am living in luxury like people always want. But why can't I be happy? Why my life is so fucked up?
Trembling and fainting I stopped in front of a house, the rain still not stopping. I pursed my shivering lips and clenched my trembling hand into a fist. Cold water is dripping down my body. The cold was draining and I felt, I could no longer step forward in extreme weakness.
I want to call him, but I can't move my lips.
I closed my eyes emphatically.
When I looked up, my heart pounded at the sight of familiar eyes across the gate.