"You're beautiful sissy! I'm sure if Raxon was here it would be a mouthful of your beauty!" Lalaine whispered to me.
"Shut up. They might hear you."
"What now? Raxon is a good person. Not like his brother. Tss. It's funny."
"Chill sissy. Enjoy the night. Stop thinking about that man first."
"I'm not thinking of him!"
I just shrugged at his defensiveness.
The night started. I'm happy now but I can't help but think of someone. I wish he's here. I wish he will show up and dance with me. That's all I wish for tonight. I don't know what's going on with myself and he's what my system is looking for. I want to see those dark eyes of him and stare at his expressionless face.
What does it make me feel? I do not understand. But one thing is for sure right now. And that is the fact that I want to see him now. But I guess, that's impossible to happen.
