I don't even want to do this anymore, every time I make a world that looks perfect, something destroys it. I wanted to make a place that could distract me from the torrent of shit that the outside world is. I just thought if I could make something that seems like it could be real that I would be happy. But every single day I work on this stupid project and get no results. You know what, I know realise the problem. Every single time I work on this, something that I could never see coming. If I just make a world, without any life, and then slowly introduce life to it, I could monitor the functions and make changes and help the world survive. I just have to start with a desolate wasteland, and then, make it into a dream.