Forceful situation to take a decision;
I hide my emotions much as possible , the only reason was my family ,I knew they won't accept Ryan because they already decided on my bridegroom , but they didn't tell me about him but the only clue I had was he too studying the same course as me,he is 3 years older than me , and that's it for clarity I asked about him but they denied to tell.You will come to know about him in future now ,only concentrate on your studies likewise they shut my mouth,so that I am not interested to be in a relationship, my mom and dad have a different plan about my marriage, if I did any collapse surely they will kill me ,this was the situation for me at the same time, Ryan was very curious about my reply for his confession ,I am totally confused to take a decision, always he tried to make me happy ,the whole year passed like this ,he changed a lot for me ,one day he openly asked about my eply .
Darling, I waited one year,still you haven't reacted to me ,I have so many dreams about us, every new day I meet you with a lot of expectations, at last, you break my heart,are you not Interested on me?or you like another person,I know you had some feelings for me but you're burying in yourself,why ?what's your problem,he asked .
ohh..!he is so serious, I swear today I cannot escape from him ,what to do to manage him?
slowly he enclosed one of my hands with his hands, his hands are very hard with lengthy fingers,I had very different feelings, I cannot resist him ,my mind tries to get my hands out of his hands but my heart doesn't have any idea about that, even though I shook my hand little bit to show my unwillingness, but Ryan won't be allowed me ,he continued his talk by holding my hands that ,don't imagine I would leave your hand because you said,' for everything I need your permission for that words,l kept silent still ,I am so bored in one-sided love, I cannot bear this pain daily,you know one thing I already bought a new house for our future,if you say ok now, we will be in cohabitation until you made your mind to marry me,that's all I need to tell ,now your time to take decisions.
how he can be this open type? shall I tell you about my problems now ,but after that how can he react? he is still watching my face with a little smile on his face,ohh...my ! ,he is so adorable, I cannot handle his overloaded handsome look.
Ryan if you have any plan to change your mind ,I asked him with a very low and unsteady voice .
what ,changing mind means what you mean for?he questioned with a glare
I mean ..!,you have a plan to forget me?after hearing this his grip on my hands increases so hard ,from that I can understand what he going to reply.
no way ,just fire the thoughts like this ,I won't change the way of loving you, it will
last forever, I can't be polite if you continue to talk like this.
Ryan you are so scary,please lose your hands it hurts,
it hurts ?this is the same way you are hurting me with that dreadful words,now why are you crying? he asked me
By crying I started to answer him, and I explained my situation to him ,after hearing that he just calm down and was also upset.
why you didn't tell me before ?shall I talk to your parents?
Ahhh...no..no..,please don't do that they will kill me ,I replied.
they didn't have any love for you?he asked
no ,not like that ,they care for me so well,from my little age,even they satisfied my needs, the only problem is they are strict in some specific things marriage was one in that list ,I don't know why they are strong about their decisions and that boy ,still they didn't tell me his name,I don't have any idea about they keeping this as secret.
you know other information about him?, Ryan suspected.
I don't know but once they said this with the flow,he knows me and he was interested in me,I replied.
Ryan,' think he was rich than your family,after knowing about our love he has taken another route to Marry you ,he convinced your family and assured to take care of you better than your family , because every parent will think to settle their child better than them,so this could be the possibility as per you explained's '.
me, 'Excellent! baby ,you proved you are the best student in the archaeology course '.
yes,I am Always intelligent, one minute what did you say now ?
nothing darling, I said .
blayer, are you okay,how have you changed so sudden?I cannot trust my own eyes,this is you!
yes,just me I confirm with a smile,his reaction was priceless, finally I declared my love,instantly he hugged me so tight , i clearly feel his warmth his chin on my neck made me so nervous, the very first time I feel intense emotions on him,I wished that movement to last forever but I broke the hug and start to look down but he placed the fingers on my neck and raised my face to look at his face,he looked me into my eyes ,slowly he gets his face so close ,my eyelids widen, he came to kiss me almost ,even his breathe touches my skin suddenly I resist him by closing his lips by my fingers ,however he removed my fingers and pulled me closer,but without delay I get up from the place I seated.
please..!allow me to kiss you,he asked with a pout,
I..I. am not ready for this Ryan, I need some time, please understand me,
baby only one kiss, after that I will understand you,please, please,likely he argued but seeing my face he understood the insecurity I had.
ok ,ok,I won't force you ,shall we go to the movies he asked me with excitement, I simply nodded my head .
what happens next,did you both went the cinema?,Katherine asked .
"yes, we went",I answered.