On the same day night he get me to cinema, there he had bought more snacks before the intervel ,how he known i am foodie,I am so impressed.i thought he was my soulmate.
he coughth my opinion ,before I say,I am so lucky to have him ! ,eventhough I love him, range of my fear was same as before because this the first dating for me ,I am so afraid about him the reason he was very matured in love apt to his age ,but I am just 19 now ,I don't known how to manage him now ?at the time movie starts, because of dark circumstances l tenced lot ,I try to act cool and unaware of his thoughts but i can sense his eyes only on me not into the screen,but I managed to focus on movie instead him, finally movie ends,leads me a big relaxation.
I am explaining all this to Katherine someone visited the house,carpenter!I called him last week,how much dead slow he is?anyways,we explained the problem about door of store room ,he replaced the rusted edges of the door,as soon he left ,we started to split unwanted things from useful stuff, at the end one box of unwanted products and some books that I read many time,by taking all
this and head to the store room,the reason this is rayn house mostly his things are everywhere.
Actually I don't know about most of the things here ,but I always feel his presence in this storeroom, I can see his mannerisms here very neat and organized, the way he had ,nobody will say this is storeroom .
we decided to go out to change the mood,for relaxation,at the time we remembered the nearby park ,set all those things happened at night aside, we start to enjoy scenery of that place.
behind park ,there is also beautiful forest ,but one should follow the rules to visit the place nothing but normal rules.
In this city nobody was there without knowing the history of this forest.
"paradise forest" ,here before many years,at one specific location the powerful asteroid landed at hight of 9m above from ground, which at that height it was split into three pieces ,the centere of the line joining three pieces was considered as one of the doorways to paradise,it was also connecting pathway for past,present and future still now trusted by many,why the asteroid splited at that height makes mysterious even scientists failed to find the exact reason,someday
belive this was normal to occur when it falls from big distance there is no mystery behind it,likewise everybody has there own history,eventhough the people living in the forest areas tells totally different.
by the time they got the news from that forest living people ,according to their ancestors, that specific place after every 9 years at every solar eclipse , the frequency of that point aligns itself to frequency of universe,because of this ,people who lived before ,used this place to take important decisions and for marriage they will conclude the choice of both bride and bridegroom before they marry each other,so that they confirm there choice was right.
after asteroid hit the ground,the people's of that time believes that was God who connecting the universe with earth because of that they built the temple at the place .
it is still maintained in good condition.
we had the entry tickets to that forest unfortunately gertys book club called every members to the meeting, we cannot deny ,because they set the meeting especially for shop workers .this time too I missed to visit that place,anyway we reached the place they said,every members gathered there , after sometime one lady declared that meeting was canceled due to some reason ,so forgive us to trouble you,that time they apologize shockingly I encountered the person ,my college mate, he too recognized me ,we leaved the place as well,he invited me and Katherine to his birthday party we agreed to him,that party going to held at night so we start to arrange the dress and accessories to wear at night.
the dresses in my house looked boring so i went to my mother's house to get some,my parents in the dinning hall at the time ,they has lunch ,but without giving attention to them I went to my room ,my room was so clumsy asusual ,in my caboard I found very expensive dress that I bought before after packing the dress with some accessories, the letters and gifts given by Ryan got my attention, every single letters are heart touching and memorable ,every sentence makes me miss him more,I cannot resist my cry ,without conscious I kneeled down ,by reading his letters eventhough I already read when he was with me,that doesn't gave me the same feelings as now I am suffering, screaming in emotion of angry and love ,then why you have gone ?why?don't you have my memories still now ?please come to me ,no matter where you are!, please!,by hearing my voice my mom entered the room to check ,are you alright blayer?,why are are you shouted, like wise she came infront of me,after seeing the letters I am holding ,she started to advice,listen blayer,forget about him,he is not in your life,and also he will not come to you,please change your mind and marry the person we selected,we know what is good for you ,why are you suffering in his house even after he leaved you lonely,from the beginning we are warning that he is not good as you think,we cannot explain about him fully,because he is such a devil,please understand.
me:are you done,then leave ,please don't brainwash me to success your plans,
I know about my Ryan,I will find him,no matter who tries to stop me,I said
mom;well,you only endup with fail,because he cheated you,he won't come,why are you so adamant?
after hearing that he cheated on you from her,I loosed my temper,harshly shouted on her to go outside,she leaved the place after my words,