JAKE-
I was so annoyed as it was just 8 in the morning. And I had to wake up and go to Halton. Yeah. My new school, again. I was expelled from my previous schools because of my bad behavior. But it was totally fine with me. I knew I was shit. I was fully aware about myself, yet proud of it. I woke with the unusual irritation on my face. Maybe because I haven't fucked anyone in two days. And my body started acting up which is leading to mood swings.
Jake, you need to get your shit together you look like a girl on her periods. It's just sex I mean. You'll find someone in your new school. I talked to myself. But it was not helping. I went to bathroom sulking and got ready.
I went downstairs said hello to her. Yeah, my aunt Beck. I live with her for some reasons you'll find later on. And she used to hate me. Not only because I fucked her girlfriend once which led to serious break up, so yeah, I fucked her ex- girlfriend but also, I am a troublemaker. And I continuously get expelled.
She has so many reasons to hate me and I was fine with it. It's not that I have to beg her or something I just had to say 'hi' and leave without even waiting for her to reply. I also knew she would not, which was fine by me. I hate people. I hate crowd. I hate to put fake smile around them. So, I never bothered to sit or have any contacts with them. That's why I was kind of a no strings attached person. I would warn the person that whatever is going to happen won't have any meaning to it. And you are not allowed to fall for me. Simple? Yeah, pretty much. Because I don't fall in love. And I don't want people obsessed over me.
I slowly reached school taking my time. As I was not interested in going inside staring at the school from outside. But just because Beck has spent money on me I just out of shame that I eat her food went inside.
I saw I have a class of Mrs..... yeah Mrs. Rose. I just thought that she might be interested in me. And I should try my luck. I went to my class expecting her, she was not here. But every other girl stared at me. Oh, I realized boys are also staring at me. I was shocked. Yeah because of my attire, I guess. I just had a fight with the guard standing at the main gate of the school. But it wasn't having any importance so I didn't bother putting it out there.
I saw a boy, well a boy who's breathtaking. Looked smart as fuck. But what the fuck is he doing? Is he not staring at me like everyone else? How could he not give me his attention while everyone else is popping their eyeball out looking at me. He suddenly looked up. Yeah! That's my boy! Wait is he judging me now? Yeah, he is. He is guessing if I had a fight or not. I quickly went near him and he kept his bag to occupy the chair besides him.. aww he looked like a baby hiding his chocolate and the word 'Kiddie' slipped from my mouth. I guess I hurt his ego. He snapped back at me. But was not able to find any humiliating word. He is cute definitely. Should I ask him if I could fuck him?
We were inches apart. He was looking at me in shock. And I was going to do the same but was not shocked. I was admiring his features. The way his eyes were moving from my eyes to lips and then jaw. He was taking a full closure of my face. And I was doing the same. His hair was styled properly and he smelled really nice like lavender and mixture of cocoa. He had his buttons open revealing his collarbone. Which was so turning me on. Yeah, I can fuck boys too. But Mrs. Rose destroyed our pretty little moment. And she also insulted us. Mrs. Rose really had thorns built in her. I couldn't care less. The whole time I was looking at him and he acted as if he was not. Which was pretty cute. But wait. I am not into cute. So, I suddenly snapped back and gave looks to girls who were to dying to suck it.
After class ended, I found this girl. Maggie? Maddie? Saying hi and being all touchy touchy with me. I got the hint. I held her arm and ran with her to find some unexplored place. Where there was no crowd to disturb our fuck.
"Are we doing it here?" She said looking at me and biting her lips.
"Yeah! I guess. No one's here. Pretty much you and me." I said seductively. Grabbing her waist and pulling her closer to me. I slowly kissed her on her neck and she started making sounds that meant she is going to give me her everything in few seconds. She held my collar and went for my lips I slightly moved backwards letting her not kiss me.
"No kiss and feelings attached, baby girl." I said. I never wanted anyone to kiss me. Or wanted to kiss anyone. I just hated lip kisses. It's a sign of love and I don't do shit like love.
"Okay!" She said, and was too horny to feel bad about not getting kissed. Girls can actually feel bad. But not Maggie. I guess.
I then slid my hands into her skirt and touching the wet area right in between which made her moan loudly. Yes I had the power over her now. I started moving my fingers back and forth which made it impossible for her to stand. Then I pushed her behind the wall. I started unzipping my pants, and suddenly heard a sound.
"Who is it?" I said slowly to Maggie. I still don't know what is her name. But I was close.
"It might be Andrew. He comes Here often. He reads here I guess." She said. "Nevermind just focus on me."
"Why does he come here? Is he a psycho? We are fucking here." I said.
"He won't bother he's the guy you sat with in English class, never bothering looking at you once even when you just fought." She said, her hands reaching to my boxers. I suddenly stopped when I realized it was the him. Kiddie.
"What happened?" She said in shock as I brushed away her hand from me. And moved a few steps backwards.
"Nothing. I lost my mood." I quickly fixed my clothes and started moving away from her. I don't know what happened to me. As if my mind automatically went blank and screamed I can't fuck her. I felt horrible to let my snack leave. I was so hungry for it since morning. And when I found it I just let it go. My heart started racing and I went to look if it was really him or I just lost my meal because of a stupid assumption. I went out of the room and looked it was him. He was sitting on the grass and reading. What?
"I've loved you more than love itself?" I said loudly. He was reading such a creepy book. I couldn't stop my laugh.
"What do you want?" He said growling at me.
"Nothing just, I love u more than love itself looks like a really fucking fucked up book. And I never knew you could be so fucked up as well. Are you looking for your Juliet in that book of yours? Mr. Romeo?" I said irritating him.
"What are you doing here? Haven't you had enough? I was insulted in the class because of you. You dumbass." he said while raising an eyebrow at me.
"That was not done intentionally. And you saw it coming eventually. You never gave up fighting me. Kiddie." I said mocking at him again.
"You ruined my mood to study. I am going now. You better stay here. Cause I can't stand you near me." He was pretty angry but cute. I am not into cute. What the fuck is wrong with me?
"You ruined my mood too!" He couldn't care less what mood I was talking about and vanished into thin air.
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The school was about to end. The day was average as I had fun but not amazing. I was happy the time I was with him teasing him and irritating him and I don't really know why and I didn't care to get into the details because that's just too much of homework for me.
The final bell rang and human became animals. They ran as if a zombie is coming after them. And I couldn't really figure it out why humans were behaving like animals. The whole lot of students from their classrooms were coming towards me. Well not at me but in my direction. And I knew if I didn't run they would definitely crush me in order to protect themselves from that fucking zombie's ass. I was about to run and I saw Andrew coming into to corridor unbothered that he was also going to get smashed into the crowd. He was looking at his phone. I saw the lot running towards me and I ran towards Andrew. I quickly grabbed his hand and pushed him with me into a classroom. And the lot ran into its direction leaving us unharmed.
I realized we were safe and took a sigh of breath. Until I saw him below me. Did we fall?
"Get off of me. You idiot." He said pushing me.
"Thank me, I just saved your life from those hungry monsters. They would've crushed us by now. What is this all about?" I asked due to curiosity. Still lying above him. Not bothering to move.
"Just stuff. I don't have time to tell you. Just let me go." He grunted putting his hands on my chest and pushing me.
"I say and you explain things. That's how it works for me." I said looking him dead in the eye. He moved his eyes away from me and started looking nowhere. I felt angry when he avoided my eyes. I took both of his hands and pressed them towards the floor. I moved my face towards him and we didn't even have space between us for the air to pass. I stared at him. He was looking at me now, a smile left from the side corners of my mouth.
"What are you doing can't you let me go?" Of course I can let him go. But I don't want to let him go. He started breathing a little faster than before. I could feel his breath on my neck and it was stingy I would pretty much shiver from it and lose control, which I probably was. We breathed the same air. The tension was starting to build up between us. He just went silent and was staring at me like either I am going to kiss him or maybe he is. I suddenly broke the eye contact and he rolled us over the moment he noticed my weakness. Now he was on top of me.
"You think you can do whatever you feel like? Just because you think you are stronger than me. Well, you definitely aren't. And fighting me won't get you anywhere. So, you better stop messing with me before the shit gets really dirt---" I cut him off in between as I came back to my senses and rolled us over again. I was on top again and I smirked at my victory. He cannot beat me. He was so short of words now. He could barely even speak.
"What happened to the brave little boy? You are no match to me. So better mind it before challenging me." He started grunting again but it was of no use. A few minutes of stare and I realized I said something which was too weird. Not that I haven't said it before but because I said it to him. I don't how it was weird. But it certainly was. I said-
"Have sex with me."