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"-๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ด๐ฉ๐ข๐ญ๐ญ๐ฐ๐ธ ๐ธ๐ข๐ต๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ข๐ต ๐ธ๐ข๐ด ๐ด๐ญ๐ฐ๐ธ๐ญ๐บ ๐ด๐ฐ๐ข๐ฌ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ฎ๐บ ๐ด๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ฆ๐ด ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ฃ๐ฐ๐ต๐ต๐ฐ๐ฎ ๐ฉ๐ข๐ญ๐ง ๐ฐ๐ง ๐ฎ๐บ ๐ฑ๐ข๐ฏ๐ต๐ด ๐ธ๐ข๐ด๐ฏ'๐ต ๐ธ๐ฉ๐ข๐ต ๐ฃ๐ฐ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ฎ๐ฆ ๐ช๐ต ๐ธ๐ข๐ด ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ด๐ฉ๐ข๐ณ๐ฑ ๐๐ช๐ฏ๐จ๐ญ๐ฆ๐ด ๐ต๐ฉ๐ข๐ต ๐ณ๐ข๐ฏ ๐ถ๐ฑ ๐ฎ๐บ ๐ฃ๐ข๐ค๐ฌ. ๐๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ฉ๐ข๐ช๐ณ ๐ฐ๐ฏ ๐ฎ๐บ ๐ข๐ณ๐ฎ ๐ด๐ต๐ฐ๐ฐ๐ฅ ๐ฐ๐ฏ ๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ฅ, ๐๐ฆ ๐ธ๐ข๐ด ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ฆ.
๐ ๐ต๐ถ๐ณ๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ข๐ณ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ด๐ต๐ฐ๐ฐ๐ฅ ๐ฉ๐ช๐ด ๐ฆ๐บ๐ฆ๐ด ๐ต๐ธ๐ช๐ฏ๐ฌ๐ญ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ถ๐ฏ๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ฅ๐ช๐ฎ ๐ญ๐ช๐จ๐ฉ๐ต ๐ต๐ฉ๐ข๐ต ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ฐ๐ฏ ๐ฑ๐ณ๐ฐ๐ท๐ช๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ฅ. "๐ ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ฌ๐ฆ๐ฑ๐ต ๐ฎ๐ฆ ๐ธ๐ข๐ช๐ต๐ช๐ฏ๐จ" ๐ ๐ด๐ฑ๐ฐ๐ฌ๐ฆ ๐ซ๐ถ๐ด๐ต ๐ข๐ฃ๐ฐ๐ท๐ฆ ๐ข ๐ธ๐ฉ๐ช๐ด๐ฑ๐ฆ๐ณ. "๐ช๐ฎ ๐ด๐ฐ๐ณ๐ณ๐บ" ๐ฉ๐ช๐ด ๐ฃ๐ข๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ค๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ด๐ต ๐ณ๐ฐ๐ด๐ฆ ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ง๐ฆ๐ญ๐ญ ๐ช๐ฏ ๐ข ๐ณ๐บ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฎ๐ช๐ค-"
'You always in that damn book' I quickly shoved my pencil and my diary in my bag and looked up. Kalique.. I stale faced him and zipped up my book bag 'And I don't know why you keep tryna hide that shit either nobody wanna read it no way" He sat down next to me " I don't remember saying you could sit by me" I mugged him and shooed him away, He mugged me back and turned towards the teacher. I did the same drifting into my own world. I thought about "๐๐๐๐น๐๐พ๐ธ๐" the character in my stories.
I don't know when exactly I started developing him as a character and making short stories about him but eventually he started to appear in my dreams as well. most stories I write about him are told under the pretense that he is my boyfriend being that I never had one it didn't come as that big of a surprise when my brain reacted the way that it did and threw me into a Ken-Frenzy. I giggled under my breath remembering how obsessed I was with someone I had only made up.
'and what's funny?' Bria turned around and mugged me "this bitch got super ears? how she hear that?" I twisted my up face at her 'girl what?' she stood up and tried to get in my face. Kalique held his nose " damn Monae you just had to bring her funky ass over here" Bria turned and mugged him. I gagged when I smelled her after air." You took future serious huh?" He kept going. I shook my head trying not to laugh. Bria popped her gum " Boy what is you talkin about"
Kalique mugged her "Nun man, but aye do me a favor and back yo burley ass up. Monae ain't een say nun to ya stank ass fa you to be ova here" I couldn't hold my laugh after I saw the look on her face. She huffed and stomped back to her seat, I dapped up kalique as the teacher walked in the classroom. "We will be taking notes today" I sighed and pulled out my notebook. I miss my bed.
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I unlocked the door and Kalique pushed past me and ran to the kitchen "Hey mama T" He yelled to my mom who was sitting on the couch 'mm boy what I tell you bout running threw my house" she shook her head and stood up walking towards me 'And what I tell you about sleeping in that lady damn class.. she called me again today' she popped me on the back of the head "Ow ma chill" she shook her head " mhm I better not get another call or imma beat yo ass. I'm not playin with you Mo" I nodded " Okay mama" I rubbed the back of my head
'what do you want to eat for dinner and ask Kali if he staying over' 'Yes!' he shouted from the kitchen. Mama shook her head and looked at me, I shrugged 'I kind of want some seafood alfredo" she nodded and walked off.
I adjusted the straps on my bookbag and headed up the stairs to my room. My phone buzzed I took it out my pocket and saw it was a text from Dominique
'is kali over there?' I sent back a quick 'Yeah.. wassup?" I tossed my phone on the desk in my room and took my diary out of my back pack I fished out my pencil too. I sat at my desk and flipped to a blank page and as I was about to start writing my phone buzzed, It was Domi again " Tell him to text me back" I sent back a thumbs up and turned my phone on DND.
Not even 10 seconds later kali came in my room with his arms filled with snacks. I shook my head and turned back to my diary I had begun mindlessly drawing another picture of Kendrick. I flipped to the page from earlier and began writing again
- ๐ต๐ฆ๐ฎ๐ฑ๐ฐ. ๐๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ด๐ต๐ฐ๐ฐ๐ฅ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ง๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ต, ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ด๐ฆ๐ฎ๐ช-๐ด๐ต๐ช๐ญ๐ญ ๐ธ๐ข๐ต๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ด๐ญ๐ฐ๐ด๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ข๐ณ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ธ๐ช๐ต๐ฉ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ด๐ถ๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ฏ ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ท๐ฆ๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ต. '๐๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ธ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ฆ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ' ๐ด๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ฒ๐ถ๐ฆ๐ด๐ต๐ช๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ข๐ด ๐ด๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ฆ๐น๐ข๐ฎ๐ช๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ด๐ฎ๐ข๐ญ๐ญ ๐ณ๐ช๐ฑ๐ด ๐ช๐ฏ ๐ฉ๐ช๐ด ๐ธ๐ฐ๐ณ๐ฏ ๐ฅ๐ฐ๐ธ๐ฏ ๐ซ๐ฆ๐ข๐ฏ๐ด.
๐๐ฆ ๐ฐ๐ฑ๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ฉ๐ช๐ด ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ต๐ฉ ๐ฃ๐ถ๐ต ๐ฃ๐ฆ๐ง๐ฐ๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ค๐ฐ๐ถ๐ญ๐ฅ ๐ด๐ฑ๐ฆ๐ข๐ฌ ๐ด๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ช๐ฏ๐ต๐ฆ๐ณ๐ณ๐ถ๐ฑ๐ต๐ฆ๐ฅ '๐๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐๐๐'๐ ๐ง๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ฎ๐ฆ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ข๐ต ๐ด๐ข๐ฎ๐ฆ ๐ญ๐ช๐ฆ...๐ ๐ธ๐ข๐ฏ๐ต ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ต๐ณ๐ถ๐ต๐ฉ ๐ฌ๐ฆ๐ฏ.' ๐ด๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ง๐ฐ๐ญ๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ข๐ณ๐ฎ๐ด ๐ธ๐ช๐ต๐ฉ ๐ข ๐ด๐ฎ๐ข๐ญ๐ญ ๐ง๐ณ๐ฐ๐ธ๐ฏ ๐ฐ๐ฏ ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ง๐ข๐ค๐ฆ ๐ฉ๐ช๐ด ๐ญ๐ช๐ฑ๐ด ๐ค๐ถ๐ณ๐ท๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ถ๐ฑ ๐ช๐ฏ ๐ข ๐ง๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ด๐ฎ๐ช๐ญ๐ฆ ๐ข๐ด ๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ต๐ฐ๐ฐ๐ฌ ๐ค๐ข๐ถ๐ต๐ช๐ฐ๐ถ๐ด ๐ด๐ต๐ฆ๐ฑ๐ด ๐ต๐ฐ๐ธ๐ข๐ณ๐ฅ ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ต ๐บ๐ฆ๐ต ๐ฌ๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ธ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ง๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ญ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ต๐ฐ๐ธ๐ข๐ณ๐ฅs ๐ฉ๐ช๐ฎ ๐ข๐ต ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ต
'๐๐ช๐ด๐ต๐ฆ๐ฏ ๐๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ข๐ฆ, ๐๐ต๐ด ๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ต ๐ด๐ข๐ง๐ฆ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ต๐ฆ๐ญ๐ญ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ธ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ฆ ๐'๐ท๐ฆ ๐ฃ๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ฏ.. ๐ฃ๐ถ๐ต ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ฆ ๐ฅ๐ข๐บ ๐ช๐ญ๐ญ ๐ฃ๐ฆ ๐ข๐ฃ๐ญ๐ฆ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ด๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ธ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ธ๐ฉ๐ฐ ๐ ๐ข๐ฎ...๐ข๐ญ๐ญ ๐ฐ๐ง ๐ฎ๐ฆ' ๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ต๐ฐ๐ฐ๐ฌ ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ด๐ต๐ฆ๐ฑ ๐ง๐ฐ๐ธ๐ข๐ณ๐ฅ ๐ต๐ข๐ฌ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ญ๐ฅ ๐ฐ๐ง ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ฉ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ๐ด-
'MONAE!!' I looked up hearing my name. I sighed closing my diary and sitting my pencil down. I stood up and stretched shaking my head at Kali sugar crashed on my bed I made my way out of my room downstairs to the kitchen.
'Yes ma'am?' She clicked the stove top off 'The food done, make sure that boy don't eat it all lord knows that boy got 3 stomachs' She shook her head 'And when y'all done eating make sure you put the food up'
I nodded 'Yes ma'am love you ma goodnight' she said goodnight back then walked out the kitchen to her room. I looked at everything she had made. she made seafood alfredo with bacon cheddar biscuits and green beans.
I didn't feel like going to go get Kali so I just got two plates out the cabinet and made both of our plates. I sat the finished plates in the microwave and got out two bottles of water sitting them on the table.
I grabbed two forks and sat them by the water. I put the rest of the food in smaller Tupperware bowls and put them in the fridge "leftovers bout to hit" I grabbed the waters and the food and put the forks in my pocket and used my shoulder to turn of the light before walking upstairs.
I got in my room and sat the food and water on the night stand. 'Kali...Kali wake up I got yo food' He snapped his eyes open and sat up 'I knew that would get yo fat ass up' He flicked me off and I mugged him before handing him his plate and a water. I dug the forks out of my pocket and handed him one before turning to my own food I heard a small thank you from kali, I nodded and took my food to sit at my desk.
We ate in silence except for the sound of our forks hitting our plates and the occasional laugh from Kali when he saw something funny on his Instagram feed. I finished my food and drunk the rest of my water I looked and saw Kali was done too. I took both our plates and empty bottles to the kitchen I sat the empty plates in the sink and threw the bottles in the trash. I heard Kali come down the stairs.
'You leavin?' he nodded walking over to the door to get his shoes. I nodded and gave him a hug 'Be safe and text me when you get home...I got yo location on too' He rolled his eyes and said okay. He walked out the door I closed and locked it behind him before jogging up the stairs to my room.
I shut my door letting out a yawn as soon as I did. I rubbed my eyes and walked over to my closet slipping out of my clothes and putting them in the hamper. I slipped into my pajamas and flicked off the lights. I laid down staring at the ceiling. 'I wish Kendrick was here...' I sighed turning over and closing my eyes dreaming of being asleep in Kendrick arms. I drifted to sleep not aware my dreams would be coming true sooner than I thought