Thoams realized Simon sounded disgruntled and heartbroken.
That was greatly concerning. He knew Simon was sad at that moment. But what made him sad?
Thomas's heart thumped. What was he saying? Won't be able to?
He had never thought that Simon would stop talking with him.
Thomas felt how helpless Simon sounded. But that meant they might never be able to talk again.
Thomas never thought there would be a day like that.
Simon stopped while to while, so he could hear Thomas's reply.
Thomas was a little angry. That was the only method he had been in touch with Simon. If he lost them too, he was not sure if Simon would disappear from his world. He had become possessive of Simon.
Neither Thomas nor Simon wanted that. But they had to.
Thomas said, upsetmindly.
Thomas said, faking a laugh. He didn't want this. But he couldn't force Simon since it was a serious matter.
Two hearts beat with dear while saying goodbye.
Simon didn't want to go. He had to tell everything before they stopped talking. But he had nothing more to say. Yet, he wanted to keep talking about something.
Because every time he remembered, it would take three years for him to talk with him again, he was scared thinking he might have forgotten something important.
Thomas was the first to cut their connection. It was obviously a punishment for both of them. That special person could only be seen after three years.
And Thomas knew that Simon also felt the same as him. Both of them wished these three years would pass in a minute.
They had been saying 'I love you' a few times without much worth. But the last time, Thomas felt these words were precious. During these upcoming three years, those words will be the most important thing in their minds.
They loved each other.
Thomas felt very heavy in his heart. Even though they had been communicating only through their voices, he still heard his voice. Even if he never saw Simon, he at least heard his voice. But when he heard he was gonna lose that too, he literally went blank.
Their feelings were always shared only through words, not by eyes. So in their world, words had much power.
In Thomas's viewpoint, love is never caused by appearance. True love comes from the heart. It's a miraculous process.
When Thomas realised it, he felt his eyes getting wet. He never got emotional over Simon. That was the first time. He cried the whole evening recalling Simon's every word. Even if others didn't understand their relationship, even just a voice meant a lot to Thomas and Simon.
Three years was a long period. He felt like it would never end. But he wished these three years would fly quickly.
'Time will fly soon. I will be a powerful person, so when you see me, you will be proud of me.'