Tattoos, piercings, dark clothes... that's totally my type. I've always liked girls like that but unfortunately I've never had the opportunity to get myself such a cool girlfriend.
People have called me cute and beautiful all my life. They keep telling me that I look like an angel. What they don't know is that I am actually a god. Well I am not planning on telling anyone anyways since they would probably think I am insane. For everyone around me I look like the typical popular girl. Both girls and boys are charmed by my long blonde hair, by my sparkling blue eyes and my perfectly shaped body.
I am not even trying to sound arrogant, I'm just repeating what other said to compliment me.
So many people confessed to me in high school but I decided to not accept anyone. They only confessed because of my appearance and they never even tried to get to know me first.
None of them were my type either, especially the boys since I am 100% sure that I am head over heels for girls.
People might expect me to get a handsome and neat boyfriend but I am into bad girls only. The things that happen to me, my body and my heart when looking at those girls is indescribable. My heart starts racing like crazy and I feel like I'm losing my mind.
Recently I started college in hopes of meeting someone who fits my age and type.
I might sound desperate and maybe I am desperate but I simply like to call myself a dreamer. My imagination runs wild when thinking about all the beautiful things that having a lover could make me feel. I am searching for my own romantic story, one that could be found in a movie or book.
All I long for is getting to experience what being deeply in love with someone you admire feels like.
The one thing that always keeps me going in life is fate. Fate is romantic, fate is what brings the right people together and it's the reason why certain things in life happen. I am almost certain that my time for a fateful meeting with my soon to be girlfriend will come soon. For some reason I can feel it. I can feel that she will be someone who is going to make me feel lots of things...
Both -fate and love- are what I wish for. Doesn't being in love sound amazing?