Ava'pov
I ran out of the cafeteria and came out of the school, mother's car was outside, I went and sat inside
Ms.Kang: what happe-WHAT THE HELL sweetie what happened in your hands
Ava: Mother, I had taken medicine but still there was no effect, I was not able to tolerate it, so I cut my wrist to distract my mind * crying*
Ava: I can't bear it anymore Can't do it now, I want to be free from all this Mother I want peace, mother
I want peace * cries hard*
Ms.Kang: please don't say that honey don't lose hope please I will do all I can to give you a reason to be happy again Please don't give up
Ms.Kang: I will not be able to afford to lose you I'm afraid to lose you I can't live without you please don't say that please it's hurt* crying*
Time skips to the hospital
The doctor is my friend and is treating Ava from the beginning
Ms.Jan: hey What's up hey swee- what the hell come sit first I treat your wounds
Ms.han: are you ok? still hurt *concern*
Ava: yeah ok *cold*
MS.han: Ava, please wait outside for a while I have to talk to your mom
Ava stood from her seat and went towards the gate and stopped but without turning back and spoke
correction ms. han Mother, not Mom she's my mother, not my mom please keep this in your mind SHE.IS.MY.MOTHER *anger and emotionless*
After saying this she went out
MS.kang could not bear to hear this from her daughter's mouth, she burst into crying.
Ms.han: Please calm down you have to take care of Ava too. and has anything happened between you two again?
Ms.Kang: n-o why?
Ms.han: Then why is Ava calling you mother instead of Mom? She used to call you Mom, didn't she?
Ms.Kang: I know very well that the day when Ava called me mother instead of Mom, Whenever I look in her eyes, that pain, that hatred, that scream is visible even today, I see hatred for me I still feel guilty whatever happened to her.
Ms.han: Now there is no use remembering the past, nothing will be gained except pain. I want to tell you something about Ava, Ava's medical condition is not good
Ms.Kang: wh-at?
Ms.han: yes, you heard me right
Ms.Kang: what happens to her *worried*
Ms.han: Mental disorder has increased but this time more than ever there is only one way to control it Song 24/7 time on high volume to distract her mind and at the same time, medicines and injections will also have to be increased. Do you know how many times she has tried to kill herself, there are so many marks of injury on her body, even yesterday she tried to kill herself.
Ms.Kang: what *shock*
Ms.han: And you know that there is only one hope still in her mind the one who stops herself from killing herself.
Ms.Kang: which hope?
Ms.Han: it's you
Ms.Kang: me *crying*
Ms.han: she still loves you, dear.
Ms:han: The condition of her, even medicine is not affecting her, she hurts herself to distract her mind. Otherwise, it should not happen that her body gets used to the pain, if this happens then no medicine will have any effect on her.
Ms.Han: right now to distract the mind, she cut her wrist But if it continues like this, then there will be no effect on the wrist cut. The body must have become so used to the pain that it will ask for pain again and again. and she Will be
out of her control to handle of herself
Ms.Han: Somewhere She will not be able to bear it and will
unknowingly take her own life. That's why you have to give her time, spend time with her,
change her mood.
Ms.Han: change her mood, If not much, then only a little bit will change, always remember one thing, never lose hope.
Otherwise, you will lose your daughter forever
Ms.kang: Nooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i can't lose her i can't
Ms.Kang's pov
I was not able to think anything, this was going on in my mind, I cannot lose Ava, she is more than my life.
I was in my thought, suddenly my phone rang, I came out of my thought and saw whose phone is I immediately picked up the phone after seeing id
??? pov
I was sitting in my office I was missing my honey a lot she left in a hurry today and didn't even tell me, I should call her
???: hello honey I miss you very much
Ms.Kang: *crying hard*
???: what happen why are you crying what's the wrong wait it's Ava ok please say something I am Hella worried now please Hun say something please * worried*
Ms.Kang: i- I lost Ava again Hun I lost her *crying hard*
???: what happen to her first calm down please ok ok I am coming to your house ok please calm down and don't worry nothing happen to her ok please calm down I am on the way ok
ms.Kang: o-k please hurry *crying* *and cut the call*
???: Nothing will happen, I will not let anything happen to you Ava,
she is my daughter too. I love her very much more than myself, more than my sons, she is my whole world, she is everything to me, my weakness to I've always wanted a daughter in my life, and now i have I can't think even lose her in my dream
Author pov
A girl who was very happy and caring for everyone, who never saw her unhappy No one could have imagined that this girl who used to laugh a lot, one day she will forget to laugh, she will forget to live. She will forget to breathe. She will forget to beat. She will forget to smile.
Everything was going well but God had something else approved, maybe he forgot to write happiness in her life. It seemed that happiness was not far away in
her life, as if she had no right to be happy,
the girl who used to be happy in the happiness of others The girl who does not think for herself even once to see others happy, who lives for others except herself,
Little did she know that the habit of while fulfilling of others' happiness, one day her
happiness would be put to an end. But she did not know that her happiness was about to end,
which she was considering as her own, would be the reason for her sorrow.
Whom she loved more than herself, never thought that she would ever see her love
lose, never thought that day would also come Losing the one she was so afraid of, one day
she will have to see her love dying in front of her own eyes, and she will not be able to do anything.
She wants more happiness in her life, but at that time something else was written in her destiny.
Everyone has the right to be happy right? why did God not write happiness in her life, why only in her life? After all, the mistake she did was that she is happy in everyone's happiness and forgets herself and keeps everyone happy
.Is it wrong to make others happy is it wrong to be happy in others' happiness?
No, it's not wrong, right? Then why does God do this to those who give their lives to make others happy?
If the same person becomes of stone, then there will be nothing wrong with it, right?
But we forget that whatever is written in our destiny is what we can't change even if we want to. Whatever we do, run as far as we have to run will be what God has written Sometimes something happens that is not in our hands, so whatever happens, we should let it happens, may we know that our life will change. good or bad Good or bad, only time will tell but what happens is what is written but whatever happens, whether to adopt or not, it is never in our hands whether we believe it or not, time always gets everything done.