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Chapter 7 - Part 5

Why did you leave me here alone, was I so bad to you, you couldn't handle me, was it so difficult to handle me, then you should have told me, I would have made you're difficult easier Why did you leave me here alone, was I so bad to you?

just tell me

JUST TELL ME!!!!!!!! *Screaming while crying*

So, you should have given me punishment, you would have

locked me in the room, you should have to beat me, slap me, even tie up me, even I am not saying anything to you nor stopping you to do anything to me,

but why did you leave me why? *crying*

You promised me, before me you will never leave me, so why did you leave me alone in this cruel world? you know everything loves What a cruel world this is and you were the one who saved me in that cruel world

And you made me capable that no one can touch me without my want

That's why you were made me capable so that you can leave me here alone huh

answer me That's why you made me capable

ANSWER MY QUESTION *shout*

you left me, that everyone left me am I so bad that no one wants to be with me am I that much worse? you left me too was I too bad to be with you

please answer me please I want my answer *crying*

you were about to leave me

So why did you come into my life?

why did you give me a reason to live, brought a smile to my face, why did you feel me alive let me stay there in that swamp at least I had no desire to live why did you get me out of that why did you try to push the same back again??

why did you do that to me

And you, I trusted you, I cut my Love's word for you by lying to him, knowing this, he would know everything, despite that, I used to come to meet you, you took away my happiness from me

And what did I get from you in all this

BETRAYAL *anger*

Neither did you see my face nor did I know it will be more fun to play the game I am back sweetheart you'll never get what you want I swear that one day you will end your own happiness with your own hands

and I make sure it *smirk*

let's s the game begins, it will be more fun and you'll never know where I am I will snatch everything from you just by staying in your midst by the time you know, it will be too late, by then you must have finished your happiness with

your own hands' sweetheart just waits and watch *smirk*

Do you know love when you saw me for the first time what did you say to me, do you remember of course you will remember, will you? *Chuckle softly*

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flashback

???: excuse me I have to order our breakfast

As soon as she turned, I was surprised to see her as like if

my eyes would come out at any time I have never seen such a beautiful girl in my life

???: yes, go ahead *cold*

???: hey my cutie cutie kid what are you doing here you are supposed to be in school right now,

then what are you doing here are what wrong with you any problem do you have just told me my cutie cutie kid *loving voice*

present

???: I want to tell you one thing love, I have not told you yet, but now I very desperately want to tell you something, you wanna know so let's listen

When you called me cutie cutie kid, the way you had spoken

with so much love, just at that time my heart opened its doors for you without my willing without my permission, without my knowing That day, I smiled for the first time in my life, that too with all my heart. And that day I came to

know that I have a heart too *sad smile*

The heartbeat which was forgotten a long time ago had died That day for the first time I wanted to live, I wanted to smile, that pain, that torture, that scream

For a time, I wanted to forget everything but how could I forget so soon, happiness was not written in my life, neither my father's love nor my mother's love

Thought I have mother, I will get mother's love, but no Even that was not written in my life, and see what she did to me, she left me in that that monster's hands

Even though she knew everything from the start, willing

she left me alone to die, Is there such a mother too?

But you proved me, wrong love, what is love, what is care, what is smile, what is feeling, what is life, I learned all this from you

But you proved me wrong, what is love, what is care, what is smile, what is feeling, what is life, I learned all this from you

but now in which there is no emotion, no love, no softness, there is only something, just revenge fire, anger, now only one goal is to take revenge, death to every person

who caused your death

I will not rest, until I kill everyone, I will destroy everyone who ruined my life I swear to you love that I will brutally kill everyone who snatched you from me

*I wiped my tears aggressively*

This was the last tear from my shed heart, now that's it, Now the tears won't fall from my eyes again

I got up from the floor and went to the gate and unlocked it, and went to the living room

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???' pov

We quickly reached the living room, as soon as I arrived, I looked at every corner of the living room, yet I did not see the boss anywhere

*Then I asked angrily*

???: where. is. boss *anger*

???: Boss is in her room *nervous*

When I started going to the boss's room, someone stopped me from going

???: b-boss has forbidden anyone from going near upstairs or in the room.

???: I am not someone nor a stranger

???: but the boss has forbidden anyone and you too boss

???: me *pointing at myself*

oho com on saying something that I will believe you

As soon as I started going towards the boss's room again, there was a voice from the stairs, which I had been wanting to hear, my ears were longing to hear.

Hearing that voice, my steps automatically stopped There was no sweet voice like before, it was cold, like ice but I don't care anything, which I was so longing to see, who in front of my eyes today my everything my happiness *Smile*

???: Sometimes you should accept the younger one did you, by obeying them you will not become small *cold*

???: finally, you are back to yourself *smile*

???: you all just leave us *without looking at them*

???: There is no need to be so happy, this is an empire made by me, so I had to come *smirk*

???: of course, you made it you own this where were you for so long how much I found you Searched everywhere but still could not find you

???: No one has the power to find me so easily, I'm the master of my will as long as I don't want to no one can find me no one *smirk*

???: But still, after knowing you so much, even after being with you so much, what is going on in your mind, still I could not know

???: Whatever I do at my every step, I have my reason, I don't do anything without any reason. and this time I have strong reason *smirk*

???: may I know that reason is boss

???: you just be patient Let the time come, you will know everything, just do what I say You will know everything when the time comes

???: what is work for me

???: I will inform you, now I am leaving

*After saying this, I started going towards the outside*

???: Iszy *so much love and a little bit crying*

Isabell: look at him *without emotion*

???: please don't leave us this time *crying*

Isabell: let it depend on the time I don't have an answer to your question

???: Can I hug you *hopefully, eyes*

please don't say no, please

Isabell: OK come *sigh*

*Hugged each other's few minutes*

*Both separated from each other*

???: Have to tell everyone now or tell them later

Isabell: No, not now, let them find out for themselves yeonjun

Yeonjun: You know what will happen when they find out I

know how much they cried for you all of a sudden you left everything as if nothing happened and the biggest thing that you have hidden from them is your real identity. what if they find out everything

about your real identity, they don't want to lose you are their happiness

Isabell: I don't want to talk about this bye I am going

Yeonjun: OK bye take care *worried*

how far will you run Please accept that you can't change what has happened now but why are you ending your happiness please stop this *in thought*

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Ava: I have come home mother *shout*

Ms.Kang: welcome sweetie

Ava: I am hungry mother please give me food

Ms.Kang: OK sweetie come come

both of us were having breakfast suddenly I saw mom

Ava: Speak clearly what you have to say, mother, there is no need to worry so much, if I will not eat you instead of food, then say what you have to say.

Ms.Kang: whatt  how did you know *shock*

Ava: Just say it already

Ms.Kang:  unnmmm ah mm I have a boyfriend and I want to marry him I love him so much please accept him please  but he's not like him

please say something please why are you so quiet *crying*

Ava: what do you want to hear from me What do you expect from me that I agree to your marriage, why?

Did you ask me, can I make someone my boyfriend?

Did you ask me, can I love someone?

did you ask me, can I decide on marriage? no right?

THEN.WHY.ARE.YOU.EXPECTING. ME.TO.ACCEPT. THIS.MARRIAGE *shout in anger*

once you did not get peace by giving me the pain you want to give me pain again

Ms.Kang: n-no sweetie he is a good man *crying*

Ava: You said the same thing last time mother *smirk*

do whatever you want mother

Just keep one thing in your mind,

keep him away from my life.

Ms.Kang: Tomorrow we will go to his house for breakfast at

8 o'clock  in the morning baby please go together, don't we? *nervous*

Ava: ok *cold*

but mother Always remember one thing mother, don't give me any reason now that you lose your right to be my mother

Ms.Kang: *burst out crying*

please forgive me I will never let you know if you come to know then you will leave me and go away no I'll never let you know