Chapter 92 - Truth Kills

His wife's family lives there and they are welcoming them with open arms. Ismael already bought a land with a ranch in the suburbs and a restaurant which he named after his mom and dad, Reagan & Lyka. He was a peace with himself and forgave his dad. Reka thought Ismael didn't know her secret but Cara one time told him about Reka. He accepted Reka with all his heart. Though Reka thought he didn't know the truth. The day when she met him, he knew that she was his dad and Ismael hugged his dad in her. He was now complete and can move forward. Maybe someday Reka would accept herself as Ismael has accepted her as his dad inside a woman, a wolf.

Reka was drinking a cup of coffee in her room when Cara knocked at her door. She wanted to talk to her though she was in the mood to speak to anyone (she almost slammed the phone when Ana called her earlier). She obliged and welcomed Cara inside. She even asked if Cara wants to have some coffee with her.

Thanks, no sugar please!, Cara replied sitting beside Reka, wearing darker shades, have been crying all day long since her meeting with Ismael yesterday. How have you been doing?

So far, so good, I guess! I couldn't help but think about my son not knowing about me, the real me! It must heartbreaking!, Reka said sipping her coffee yet still looking outside her window seeing the vast blue and green waters which make her feel calm and soothing inside.

You don't need to worry too much Reka. I already told Ismael the truth about you and he accepted everything!, Cara said confidently.

What?, so, my God, Cara, why didn't you tell me?, Reka replied shocked and almost wanted to rip Cara's head off if not stopped by her human instinct and calmed down in front of the woman who was about to run away but the furious wolf leader blocked Cara and pinned her on the wall. Cara tried to get out of Reka's grip but the wolf didn't budge. Instead of biting Cara's head off Reka changed to human and kissed the woman she couldn't hate. The kiss deepened and Reka's tongue went inside Cara's mouth that almost choked her. But Reka calmed down and thought of Cara as someone she wanted from the very first time she saw her at Vaga restaurant. She wanted to make love to Cara then but controlled her emotions since she needed to be certain about D'EYE's head's relations to Ismael.

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I have always wanted to do this ever since I saw you that dreadful day, when I forced myself to forget to lay my eyes on your face, body and..... touch it like this!, Reka reaching out to the woman in front of her and touched her arms while she whispered to Cara's ear that made the woman weak in the knees and desired for Reka to own her now.

I always had a crush on you and I'm a very good researcher why I already knew who you were then. I couldn't help but not kiss you, because I know what I want and the heart knows what it wants, Cara explained and kissed Reka with all her heart.

Really, then woman, it's settled then, let's get married right away!, Reka added while kissing and tasting Cara's mouth, face and neck. Hihi!, yes!, Cara laughing and agreeing to the leader of Revilum pacts proposal.

Both souls knew that they were meant to be in each other's arms ever since and now. I just hope it would last forever too.

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Jade and I's wedding. A nerve wracking moment but an air of freedom for me and my numerous questions about myself and the world. I have been brought up to a belief that a man is for a woman and vice versa. I followed the rules and been a good girl ever since I was small but I always thought of what and who I was really in the world.

I love my family, Jade, Reka, my friends and my patients but I always ask what was I really here for? Who was I that dark and light forces are attracted to me? I never knew that I was gay or attracted to women until I met Jade in my elementary years. I grew up with Nate as my brother and Gin, as my dad though it was just resent that knew he was a she before due to a freaking accident. I'm not confused or anything and I knew that I liked girls and was never into guys when I entered medical school.

There's this young girl who I loved to play with. I think I was just six years old then. My younger years where full of weird and horrific dreams, unknown things and strange people lurking around my room, playgrounds, schools and sleeping quarters. I didn't know that I have this third eye and that it already opened when I was just three years as mom told me one time, she saw a black shadow near my crib and was trying to cradle me. Hmm!, seems scary but wait until you picture one night. I joined a glee club in school and mom was late fetching me. So as I easily get bored I went to the basketball court and tried to play some hoops while waiting for mom.

It was a bit dark and I didn't know where to turn the lights on, so I just tick my cellphone flashlight and looked for the stash of balls. I found one ball lying around the floor so I took it and dribbled with so much enthusiasm. While happily amusing myself with the ball, the door slammed and I heard footsteps. So, I asked who was it but no one answered. I tried to call for the person's attention and did it twice. To no luck, there hasn't been any response what so ever from the guard or a professor just one dark shadow that moved towards. I got scared since it's dark and I saw that shadow before when I was younger. I looked at it straight but it disappeared as I moved to come closer and check it out. I felt goose bumps and it freacked me when mom called my cell and she said she saw me outside the waiting area and I suddenly disappeared when she was about to stop the car near it. I was so scared that I ran outside the court and didn't stop until I was out the waiting area. I didn't went inside the basketball court again without a friend or Jade with me. That really was traumatizing. Well, it wasn't the last time I saw weird and scary things in my life. I was just getting started.

In my grade school days, dad and mom was in a religious group that help people with emotional or spiritual issues. The group was called Spiritists or something, I don't remember but the groups say enchantments to hold or free souls off, the bad or dark ones that lure or make people sick or insane.

I didn't tell you this before because I didn't think it's important until I became a wolf and manifested powers of my own, which I believe I already had ever since. So, okay, they told me that they prayed and enchanted soulful and godly words to help a teen ager be freed from an evil spirit. Dad said that the girl was just walking to go somewhere when she was stopped by a strangers squeak. The girl ignored it and walked on her way, but the stranger kept on squeaking until several days the girl was already insane and wouldn't get out of her bed from a strange illness. Dad asked me to join them and I did and.

I spoke with the girl that it'll be alright and about a few weeks passed, the girl is now attending mass in front of our pew. I don't know if she remembered me but she just smiled and was quiet and all. She seemed well and looked well to me. From then on I can see shadows or anything that isn't normal, then I started dreaming dreams of the dead and them coming to me asking for help, for prayers maybe and or they just wanted me to see how they are doing on the other side. It's crazy I know, but my life hasn't been normal however I live and looked normal until today.

When my uncle died, he was so close to me and my family that my dad tried to rescue him on his death bed. But to no luck he just peed and was declared dead because of a heart attack. I missed him and well I was still scared of dead people then and now. But in a dream, he or another person approached me like he is telling me something. He looked pale, clothes torn and his face was torn like been bitten by a dog but much worse. I told mom about it when I woke up and smiled. I just prayed for the person's soul and I never saw him again ever. Then, I thought it was that, when I felt thirsty and went down to get some water. Since it was dark I was adamant to really turn on the light, but from afar on top of our old box style television uncle was lying with his barong and black plants. How did I know and sure that it's him, he looked exactly the same person who we visited in his wake like years ago. So I would never forget it ever. I got scared and prayed for his soul and it never happened again.