KATELYN'S POV
I had not told anyone about Mateo. How could I?
I wanted it to stay a secret between us. I fancied him a lot and I knew there was no way that we could ever be together but then yet again I didn't know if he even liked me.
What if he was just with me so that he could find a way to destroy us?
There wasn't anything that a man wouldn't do to get what they wanted and I knew that perfectly well but I couldn't help myself but fall for him more and more every day.
I was a goner and I already knew that.
I couldn't even concentrate at work as he was all that I could think about. I couldn't wipe the memory of us in his office.
I could imagine his hands all over me and his breath on my neck as he kissed me making my knees wobble. His hands were all over me and at that moment he was all I could think about.
He infested my whole brain and nothing else made sense. All the doubts I had against him flew out the window like I was under the influence of a drug.
"Are you thinking about me", came a voice beside me and I turned to come face to face with Mateo.
There was no way he would show up out of nowhere when I was thinking about him. It had to be some ki d of mind game.
"You're not just going away", I said and he pinched me and I winced in pain.
"How was he with me, how did he even enter the house?
"What are you doing here and how did you enter the house? ", I asked him startled as I sat upright on my bed.
"There are a lot of entrances in here and I thought you might want to see me ", he said smiling and my eyes never left his beautiful smile. This man had me in a chokehold that I could not escape.
"What if my brothers find you here you k ow they'll kill you right? ", I asked him.
"They'll only find me here if you guys tell each other good night and I figured you don't ", he said chuckling.
"Yeah we don't ", I said as I moved so that he could sit beside me.
"I won't spend the night I was just having a bad night and I wanted to get away for a while ", he said as he entered the covers and held my hands.
"Do you want to talk about it? ", I asked him.
"Not really ", he said and I let it go.
I didn't want to push it too hard because it just always made things worse. It was comforting to know that he thought of me as a safe space for him.
Even if his intentions with me were not good I didn't have time to dwell on that as I was already swooning and there was nothing that would be done about it.
"How was work today? ", he asked.
"It was pretty boring, you weren't there and my friend Erin wasn't also there ", I said.
"Am sorry where did she go? ", he asked me.
"She was supposed to go to a certain ball I don't even know if she went because I left her here and came back and she wasn't anywhere to be seen", I said.
When I left for work I left with the impression that Erin wasn't going to see Curtis. The carriage had not come to pick her up even after two hours of waiting so we had figured they were not coming.
"So did she go? ", Mateo asked me.
"I don't know she must have because if she didn't go I would have found her here and I asked Edmund and he said he didn't see her. ", I said to him shrugging his shoulders.
"Can I kiss you? ", he asked and I was taken back as he never asked me that so I moved closer to him and captured his lips with mine.
In one soft motion, I was sitting on his lap as his hands raked under my shirt and grabbed both of my boobs as I moaned into his mouth.
His mouth left my mouth as he kissed my neck leaving little bites. He tossed me on the bed and was on top of me as he took off my top and started kissing from the nape of my neck down my stomach.
I moaned in satisfaction as he rubbed the nipple of one of my boobs and arched my back as his hands entered my pants.
His lustful eyes loomed up to mine and his eyes had turned dark as he stared at my half-naked body lying in front of him.
"You are so beautiful, fuck ", he said as his lips were on mine again and started kissing me ferociously. I could feel myself getting wet every time he rubbed his crotch against my own.
He left marks on my breast and necks and for some reason, it made me more excited to know that he wanted to mark me.
The whole room was smelling like my pussy and I couldn't wait for him to penetrate me but he has different plans as he moved lower and sniffed me through my jeans.
"Fuck ", he muttered under his breath as he unbuttoned my trousers and threw them ok the floor.
The lace underwear I had chosen that morning was not covering much as my lips were now hanging wait g for him to run his fingers along them.
His hand gripped my thigh and I closed my legs as I could feel a tingling sensation as he touched me.
"I need them open ", he said as he pushed them apart and tore my undies and I just looked at him in awe.
"Yes sir ", I said out of nowhere and even opened my legs wider.
"Say that again ", he said as one of his fingers slid to my already wet coochie and you could tell by the sounds it made every time he moved his finger that I was leaking.
"Yes sir he said and I could see his jaw taking as his mouth came face to face with my coochie.
"I hope these walls aren't thin", he said as he buried his face between my legs and I couldn't help but let a moan escape my mouth as his tongue licked the juiced and he added one more finger.
I also hoped that they weren't thin because I could do everything but keep my moans in with the way his fingers and mouth worked around my coochie