"I didn't take your brother to be a people's person ", said Erin chuckling.
Why was I even lying to her? Was what so hard in telling her no he is not a friend of my brother but an enemy, that they might kill each other someday.
I did not want to think about Mateo at all. He didn't want me, did he? He was just trying to find a way to get to my brother and he thought the best person to use was me.
I hate the way both of them thought. It was like I was a piece of bait that each of them wanted to use.
My brother wanted me to act like I was into Peter so that I would know if he was toning to attack us and then there was Mateo.
A man who had confused me completely. I could still feel the goosebumps on my neck from earlier when he had whispered to me.
He had not said anything dirty but somehow I had managed to think of them even without needing his help.
I could not deny that the man was good-looking. I always knew that he was good looking but I never really looked into it because I never like him until he talked to me.
He was a bad idea and every bone in me screamed to me that I was not supposed to think of him like that but I couldn't stop myself from imagining things.
I was just being delusional, I was just an enemy that he couldn't stop. thinking about. It didn't mean that he wanted me.
I had never felt more lonely than I felt. Okay, maybe I was overthinking things. I was thinking too much when all he had told me was that I was a constant memory in his brain.
"You seem lost don't tell me you still thinking of the doctor ", said Erin chuckling.
"Yeah I do, but I don't know why ", I said frustrated.
It was not something that had happened to me in the past. I had never swooned over someone that quickly.
The most frustrating part was that I had never shown him attention before.
The feelings that I had towards him were just hateful and nothing would change that but it didn't change the fact that I wanted him.
"Don't worry it will pass it happens to the best of us ", said Erin.
I hoped that she was right because it was not something that I had planned. It was not even something that I wanted although a part of me wanted it.
Every time he got mad and was with my brother I always wondered what he would do. My brother was powerful but I did not expect to be weak.
"Just don't think too much into it ", said Erin.
"Okay if you say so ", I said and tried to play it off.
"So do your brothers know that am coming ?", Erin asked me.
"No they don't ", I said as we made it to the house and I opened the front door.
"Are you sure they won't have a problem with me here ?", she asked me.
"No they won't just come on in ", I said to her as she was still standing outside waiting to know if it was I'm at to enter the house.
In the little time that I had spent with her, I had noticed that in her mind she thought that no k liked her. That everyone was doing her a favor by talking to her.
She was very likable and I wondered why she thought like that. She spent most of her life questioning her worth to the point whereby it had become something normal that she couldn't stop asking.
"No one has a problem with you coming here okay, you can come over anytime that you want you're my friend ", I said as I smiled at her.
"You are inviting the whole town to our house now I see is there anything else that you have done that I need to know ", came a voice from behind me.
I didn't have to turn around to know who it was. I knew Edmund well enough to know that he was the one who was saying that.
"Hello brother I would introduce you to my friend but you two already know each other ", I said smiling as I walked past him.
"Am not done talking to you come back here ", he said as I made my way to my room.
"I don't remember saying I wanted to talk to you, and thank you for asking I had a nice day ", I said as I closed the door to my room.
I stared as Erin looked around my room in awe like she was shocked to see a room such a big size. I couldn't complain I had the same reaction the first day we arrived.
It was so huge I had wondered why all that space but I had gotten used to it and it was the most comfortable thing.
"It's a pretty big room", I said as I threw myself on the massive bed.
If Erin even wanted to come over each day I would not have a problem with that because at least then I wouldn't be so lonely in such a big room.
"Yeah it's huge ", she said chucking as she lay beside me, "I'm so tired ", she said.
"Me too all I want to do is take a shower and maybe my body will be a little bit better am so furnished I haven't eaten from morning ", I said.
"Same if I did all those things that you have listed then I will be okay for the day", she said.
"Do you know how to cook?", I asked her.
"Yeah I do, do you ?", she asked me.
I had never learned to do the household chores and she needed food to do something that had to be prepared.
"Don't worry I'll cook it doesn't look like anyone in this house knows how to cook ", she said laughing.
Yeah, that was because we all depended on blood for nourishment.