It was so dark where I have been
Lost deep inside my pain and depression
Failure was my mode of self projection
So lost I could not see me
The pain I would inflict on the ones I loved
Lost that I could see it but numb
To try try and change it
Loosing self is very dangerous
Leads you down a deep hole
Many times people can't recover and stay Lost
I have to thank my soul mate for pushing me away
I could feel my self losing that battle
To fallow the rabbit once again
last time only coming to the surface
still Lost in the hole, not this time
As I felt the the draw to the deep
Stopping dead in my tracks
I look back at my past and say no more
This time and from now on I will keep my head up
And work to be the man I was ment to be
No more suffering only healing is what I need
Knowing that healing my inside is the best way
To heal those I have hurt on the outside
To heal from my past actions
Only then can my tribe truly grow
First thing I must deal with toxic cycles
That create so much pain
To find peace deep inside me
That my light can
SHINE