It was so dark where I have been

Lost deep inside my pain and depression

Failure was my mode of self projection

So lost I could not see me

The pain I would inflict on the ones I loved

Lost that I could see it but numb

To try try and change it

Loosing self is very dangerous

Leads you down a deep hole

Many times people can't recover and stay Lost

I have to thank my soul mate for pushing me away

I could feel my self losing that battle

To fallow the rabbit once again

last time only coming to the surface

still Lost in the hole, not this time

As I felt the the draw to the deep

Stopping dead in my tracks

I look back at my past and say no more

This time and from now on I will keep my head up

And work to be the man I was ment to be

No more suffering only healing is what I need

Knowing that healing my inside is the best way

To heal those I have hurt on the outside

To heal from my past actions

Only then can my tribe truly grow

First thing I must deal with toxic cycles

That create so much pain

To find peace deep inside me

That my light can

SHINE