...Orion..........
SMUT
I leisurely pressed my cigarette to my lips and sucked deeply. I could feel the heat and burn in my respiratory tract, as I inhaled the vapour slowly into my lungs and out from my nostrils. I was indifferent to the smooth and coquettish voice, that had been talking me,as I only had one person on my mind. I licked my lips,as I felt my dry and hoarse throat.
Although her actions were arousing, I restrained body from responding to the wet kisses she placed on every exposed skin she comes across. Her long slender hands, that were fumbling with my chest, was distracting.And that was what I needed to divert my attention from the fast ticking hours, just as now..great it's 8:45pm. I exhaled. Our agreed time was 8:30pm. I stared vacantly,as I waited impatiently for her.
Tardiness was one of her bad qualities. My warning was futile. I don't know why I was expecting any changes. She wouldn't change for any reason.I shoul've offered to pick her up...I bit my lips.
It's been a while since we last saw each other, so I needed to break any tension that might be present .I've carried out the first step. I just hope that every other things falls in place.
I instantly felt a pinch my chest. I grimaced at the slight pain...I glared at the forgotton bruenett.''Why did you do that.'' I demanded with a grim expression.She bodly stared back determined to please me. I couldn't fault her totally being a jerk tonight. But that doesn't excuse her abuse on my flawless skin.
I sucked in a deep puff from my cigarette and blew it on her face and gave her my signature playboy's smile, that assured her ,,I was game,, at list for the moment.
My actions idn't irritate her at all, instead she sneaked her hands inside my shirt and scramped slowly on my chest. I drew out a hushed moan from my lips and she smirked at my reaction. I stopped her hands from roaming south ,as I leaned forward and flicked the spent ashes into the tray, then took a sip of my cocktail and relished it's addicting flavour. The liquid washed down my. hroat and left it's chilling effect on my sore wind pipe I took another sip to quench my thirst, but she swiftly sucked my lips bodly seeking entry to have a taste. Her lips were soft and firm, as I parted slightly inviting her tongue to slip inside and explore.She whimpered at my warm taste that I'm sure had traces of vodka, ginger and acrid taste of cigarette.''Hmmm..hmm. I hummed at her warm at her warm slippery cherry and alcoholic flavour.
Things got heated as I pulled her by the waist and let her lean closer. I abruptly felt hot,my hands slipped between her cleavage in search of her nipples.
''Ugghh'' Her petite frame melted in my arms, as I firmly caressed her nipples. She made to straddle me, unfazed that we were in public.
''woooooo.'' I promptly stopped her advance.''Now don't get too carried away.'' I said rasply,as I soothed my breath. Her flushed face looked at me in confusion. ''wieso?''..I thought we were hitting it off.''
''No we weren't and besides I already have company tonight and that was the first thing I said to you when you walked up to me.'' I explained flatly to her. ''You would have to be content with just being in my arms for now, or you can equally take your leave.'' She stared at me in utter disbelieve. I ignored her as her face turned red, probabaly out of pride or embarrasment. I let her be. The upbeat of the music was relaxing. I checked my watch and it was 9:32pm.
''And here you are!..lover boy.'' A snappy voice said. I poped out of my traunce. I could feel how excited my body has become, but I composed myself and calmly watched her elegant gait toward our toward our table. Her skin was glowing under the dim light. My gaze sweapt all over her body, as took in every subtle changes, that I could pin point. Her dark brown hair that was tied in a messy bun was apealing. I made my way towards her and gave her an affectional hug. The scent,that I craved for long was not there. Oddly enough it was his scent that I found on her. I stepped back and searched her eyes for an explanation.
She raised her eyebrows. ''What?...I don't want to hear any of it.'' She held her slender hips defensively. Her action drew my attention to her ever slim waist and her long legs.
''I have told you plenty of times to stop calling me that.'' I stated dryly.
''I will stop, when you quit bahaving like one.'' She argued.
''You can take your leave.'' ''When can we see each other again.'' She enquired. I glanced at her ''Not anytime soon.'' I flatly replied. with nothing to say she stomped off. A smug smile curled on her lips, as she took her seat
''Are you satisfeid now?.'' She glared at me with her big brown eyes.
''Why Are You Back?....weren't you tired of my bullshits'' She directly asked.
''there was problem that I needed to...''
'' save it!! I'm sick of these excuse.'' She interupted.
''Just tell me why you came back? why am I even here? you were obviously having a good time.'' She snaped.
I always knew how to approach situations. But at this moment I feel so powerless. Knowing how persistant she is, I would have to use other means..........I mused, as my eyes strayed to an interesting sight to behold
.......'' I will take that as a compliment.'' She said with a knowing look and a big grin plastered on her luscious lips. Opps!!. I snaped out of my thoughts at her self~glorifying comment. I slowly averted my eyes from her tempting breast.
.........What an alligation! I was not actually looking. I was only lost in thoughts and her boobs were in my line of view.It's as simple as that, but who would believe that. Although it was the actuall truth, it sounded ridiculuos.my smile was stiff. '' your welcome'' I mouthed and winked at her in order to mask my akwardness. She rolled her big bunny eyes at me in displeasure. She was probably expecting us to argue but I won't fall for her trap easily.
'' I will neglect, that you ignored my text, But I won't overlook, that you chose a place like this'' she complained. ''it simply has lacks vibe''
''That's an insult.'' I growled. Her words stung a little. I spend greet deal of money annually for this particular bar. Aside from that, this place held good memories that I would forever cherish and I plan to create more memories. ''you never really had a good taste. She countere. The relaxing atmosphere was getting dense. ''It's fit for us to catch up more?.''I concluded, to stop her taunting comments. She was ridiculuosly being sassy tonight, which doesn't fit her harmless apperance.
''Hmmmmm!!!.....how romantic of you Orion'' she taunted with a tight smile. Her look could literally fright a ghost. ''But did you stop to consider what ''Atmosphere'' I preferred, or where I want to hang out.?...did you?. You have been gone for months, with nothing but short texts....and you magically flew from New Orleans to Nürnberg for catch up. Something we could clearly do on the phone.'' she blurted exasperatedly. I watched, as she dramatically took few breaths before she confusely asked. ''what suddenly changed?.'
I remained quiet, as I believe she was not expecting an answer.'' I just missed you a lot.'' I admitted. ''And i'm tired of your pretentious call.'' She looked at me from undeneath her lashes. ''my... pretentious call ?'' she scoffed ''or OUR pretencious call..''
''You made it clear, that I was toxic and too twisted to help me and Left On Your Own Accord.'' She hissed.
'' I see! You're not pleased to see me, right?.'' I deducted. She stared at me analytically before facing away. I was slightly disappointed.
''Can you at least let your guards down, just for tonight and let's pretend that we are okay. I suggested. she squinted her eyes at me uncerntianly. ''Like how things might have been without him in the picture.'' I whispered.I loathe my selfish nature at that instant, we have gone over this and decided, that we can never be lovers. She knited her eyebrows in thought before She shook slowly. ''Ich weiß nicht'' (I don't know)
The reply was expected. but it didn't hurt less, and no way will I let it show on my face. I don't know what the hell I was thinking, It's like when she is present, I can't think straight, not that I am,... ( aber lass das einfach! ).
So I made fun of her German accent. It was not her mother language. She hardly comunicate with it, asshe believes, that it makes her sound weird. She nipped me hard on my arm clearly offended. ''I will tell on you for smoking.'' she threatened, as she eyed the ashtray. ''Ashley would readily give you an ear full, for not caring about your health.''
''Owww!!.'' I gasped, I'm tired of that topic.
''you're being childish, I was not making fun of you. That was actually hot.'' I assured her. ''Now don't be a gossip. It's good, that you're getting more confident'' I knew the real reason behind her determination, but I stayed quiet.
She immensely peered at me before she kissed me briskly on the lips. And walked away smiling at my confused expression. She ordered her favourit vodka shot and moscow mule for me.
I'm aware of the probabillity, that she was likely toying with my feelings, might be up to 75%. But I chose to be idealistic.****