Jessie's P.O.V
I don't get why he is so annoyed. I just said how I felt. Maybe I could've been nicer about it but I found it hard to be when he accused me of not caring about the relationship. I do care. I really do, I just don't think being apart from each other would be too much of a problem.
You know what? I'm not going to think about this right now. I have a college essay to finish.
It's hard but I manage to prepare a reasonable essay amidst all the commotion in my head.
I send the draft to the college counselor who gave me her number and after a series of correction. She tells me that it's perfect to send to Stanford.
I sit at the table and stare at the essay. It's okay but I can't send it. Maybe Xavier is right. Being apart isn't going to be good for us. I really like him, I should take his feelings into consideration.